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“So good,” he groaned against me. His growly timbre vibrated against me sending jolts through my center. Instinct moved my body in loops pulling and pushing my waistline so I rocked in tune with Knight’s mouth. With his magical tongue.
Lick.
Suck.
Groan.
I came so hard.
I wanted to curl into a ball and tremble until I fell asleep but I needed more of Knight. When he came from between my legs, his face glistened with me. My juices were sparkling diamonds in the night sky. He leaned in and kissed me. I pulled his lips between mine one at a time, tasting my flavor. I moaned at the earthy sweet taste.
“I’ve been waiting for this for so long,” he spoke against my mouth, pressing his cock against my slick pussy.
“Me too.” I didn’t recognize my own voice. I was needy and hungry. With one thrust, he was inside me.
I was far from a virgin but the way Knight stretched me, made me cry out. Pain laced with pleasure. His thick cock moved in and out, hitting spots tucked deep inside me that I didn’t know existed. My entire body clenched and relaxed with the cadence of us. I felt my own wetness slipping from me in rivers. Kissing my thighs and sliding down his shaft.
“Knight!” I called out, digging into his strong back with my nails. He drilled deeper…harder. Fucking me until all I could manage were squeaks that resembled his name.
“Fuck. You feel so good, Lumi.” He thrust again, widening me more. It hurt but it was pain steeped in the hottest pleasure. With every grunt and push burying him between my walls, the pain melted away and all I focused on was the satisfaction and fire.
The entire room was so hot it should have burned to the ground. Knight and I set off sparks. I couldn’t remember a time where I felt so treasured and appreciated. He worshipped my body. He made me feel sexy and beautiful and so damn satisfied.
He reached between our bodies and found my clit with his fingers. He massaged and pinched it until I came. My climax fell around us like rain. It crashed into me, making my pussy clamp down around his width. My eyes snapped shut and a gasp tore from me.
“That’s right, Lumi.Shatterfor me. I want to feel you come all over my cock.” His gruff words pushed bolts of trembling energy through my veins and I shook from the impact.
“Oh my god!” It was a hoarse screech doused in slick heat. Knight exploded inside me. Throbbing. Pulsing. Panting.
“Fuck, Lumi…” He dragged my name out like a paintbrush across a canvas. One singular line of sound.
My body hummed and sang Knight’s praises even after he pulled out and lay beside me, sex-drunk and happy. I was in the same boat. I couldn’t stop smiling if I wanted to.
“That was perfect,” I said. I rested my head against his chest and listened to his heartbeat. It was furious and proud.
“I don’t think the words exist to describe how that felt.” He pushed tumbled locks of my hair back from my face. There was that warmth again. The same warmth he always offered me. He was January sunshine. Even when I was cold he shone on me.
Realization stumbled into me. That warm feeling that always thumped through me when I was with him was my heart. Knight revived my broken, battered heart. It beat for him.
“I want this more,” He said, gesturing between us. “I want nights in bed with you and breakfast in the morning.” He kissed my messy hair and slid his finger down the bridge of my nose.
“As long as you’re cooking breakfast, I’m down,” I teased. I drew invisible loops on his chest until they turned into invisible infinity symbols.
“I can do that.” He paused a beat. “Lumi, I know this is fucked up timing but…you’re on something, right?”
“Yes,” I laughed. “I have an IUD. We’re good.”
“Good,” he chuckled.
“You don’t want kids?” I quizzed. I knew he never had any with Hazel but I never asked if he wanted any eventually.
“Nah. If I didn’t have them with Hazel, it’s not happening. I love kids and I love helping them but I think I like not being a parent. I have so many demons that I don’t think I’d be the best dad.”
“You’d make an excellent father, Knight but I understand your hesitance. I don’t blame you.”
“I’m glad we’re on the same page about kids. It’s hard trying to find someone who understands what you want and wants the same thing. I know we both have very different reasons for not wanting kids but it still somehow works.” He studied my face before cupping it in his hands. His warm rough palms slid against my skin.
“I don’t know what I’d do if I had to deal with someone pressuring me to have another kid.” I shook my head at the thought. “After losing Kaiden like that I can’t even think of having another child. The fear of losing them would cripple me.” Knight dropped a kiss on the tip of my nose then on each eyelid.
