Page 71 of Capacity
“I don’t want to come in your mouth, baby.” The word caressed the jagged parts of my heart. “I need to connect deeper,” he pulled me to my feet by my hair and kissed me like a hungry madman while he shoved my pants down around my ankles. “I hate how quick this has to be.”
“I don’t care,” I panted.
Knight stared into my eyes for a beat then gripped the back of my neck and pushed me face down, bent over his desk. A thrill zipped through my core making me even wetter than I was when I came on top of him.
With a quick thrust, he was inside of me. He said it would be quick but he climbed deeper and deeper. I let out a soft moan while he stretched me and fed me every fucking inch of his long, fat dick.
I pushed back on him and he slapped my ass before digging his fingers deeper into my waist. Bruises from his fingertips would mark me for a week. I didn’t care. I’d let them dance freely on my skin.
“Touch your clit for me, Lumi,” he demanded in a gruff voice that turned my insides to mush. I found the stiff, sensitive bud nestled between my pussy lips and I rubbed around it in circles before stroking it gently. The buzz of electricity from my fingers combined with the heavy, body-rocking thrusts from Knight rocketed me to the edge of the earth. I teetered first then plunged off the cliff, letting my orgasm suffocate me with pleasure.
Oh god, it was hard not to whimper and moan and call out Knight’s name. The office inside of Lakeview High School vanished and the world only consisted of me and Knight.
“Shit, Lumi,” he groaned my name like it was the most beautiful poem ever penned. I felt jets of silky heat flood me and my eyes fell shut. That was the connection he was talking about. It went deeper than orgasms. It linked us together in a heated moment of passion and understanding.
It wasn’t about orgasms.
It was about trust.
It was about emotions.
It was about safety.
Knight made me experience all those things at once and individually.
Without warning or permission, tears rolled down my face while he pulsed between my walls. Salty drops splashed on important papers stacked on Knight’s desk, but I couldn’t stop the onslaught of feelings from sliding down my cheeks.
He eased out of me and we both hurried to redress and fix our clothes. School would open in forty-five minutes. “Hey, you okay?” He asked, looking at my tear-streaked face.
“I’m fine,” I sniffled, wiping the remnants of emotions away. “Sometimes, good sex will do that to you.”
He laughed in response but studied my face like he knew there was a deeper meaning. He was right but I couldn’t unpack exactly what the deeper meaning was. Not while I was at work.
“I still want you to meet me in the parking lot at lunchtime,” he said, tugging on my hair.
“Did you think you were getting off the hook? I want my lunchtime dick too.” I poked his hard chest and he flashed me a smile.
“I’m starting to think you only want me for my dick, Lumi.” He leaned over and kissed my forehead.
“You mean there’s more to you?” I joked with wide eyes. I knew there was more. So much more. The vastness of Knight’s heart made me feel things I didn’t think I had the capacity to feel.
It was more than just caring about him. The way I felt went beyond that.
I didn’t let myself even utter the word in my mind until I was back in my office behind my desk and alone.
Love.
I was in love with Knight Cunningham. I fell a little more every day. The realization forced a groan from my mouth. I wasn’t supposed to fall for him. At least not without knowing if he felt the same. What if everything was one-sided? He told me, in the beginning, he didn’t think he was good enough. He didn’t think he was ready to be in a relationship. We moved forward anyway and now my heart was tied up in him with no desire to straighten things out.
…
“I need a girl’s moment. Likenow. SOS.” I pulled into my driveway after work with Zach sitting on the passenger side. I couldn’t wait to call Coco.
“Uh oh. What happened?” She asked.
“Just get over here before seven. Knight is coming over.” Zach shot me an incredulous but playful look before getting out of the car and heading to the house.
“Did you know you could also come out of your cocoon and visitmyhouse? Luke only sees you in passing at school. He misses you.”
