Page 100 of Silent Scream
‘Has victim one been cleaned?’ she asked.
Daniel shook his head. ‘Neither has been cleaned.’
Kim’s tolerance for guessing games was evaporating quickly. ‘Spell it out for me, Doc.’
‘The dirt present on the teeth of victim number one would have found its way into the mouth cavity over time once the flesh had decomposed, probably five to six years after death. The dirt on the inside of the teeth of our second victim was there from the day she was put in the ground.’
Kim quickly joined the dots scattered by Daniel. There was only one way that the soil could have become fixed to the inside of the teeth so quickly.
This girl had been buried alive.
Fifty
Tracy wasthe first to 'run away', and there were times when I wish she hadn't. The pang of regret I felt afterwards was so surprising and unknown that I struggled to name it.
Retrospective thinking does not come naturally to a psychopath unless a plan goes wrong – and then it is only analytical, not emotional.
The world tipped slightly on its axis as I wrestled this intruder to the ground. Upon submission I understood that the regret came not from what I'd done but that I would not see her again; that I would not watch the swing of her hips as she moved around the room.
That the regret was only in correlation to what was lost tome.
The world righted itself.
Despite this, I knew Tracy was different. There are females that even as young girls stand out. They enter a room and heads turn; eyes rove. It is not to do with beauty but an inner core; a spirit that will not be broken. A resolve that ensures that the owner will achieve whatever they set their mind to.
It is attractive and arousing.
I knew that Tracy's nine-year-old body was sold for thirty-five pounds by her mother, Dina. A week later it was sold for considerably more when Dina understood the market value. Two months later, Dina retired from the business completely.
Tracy was removed by social services two days after her fourteenth birthday. She was brought to Crestwood and placed amongst other abused girls who had been beaten, raped, neglected.
She was not thankful.
She was not a victim and she had wanted to stay exactly where she was.
Having learned the hard way that she could trust no one, Tracy had been hiding earnings from Dina for two years. Tracy didn't complain about life's challenges. She simply turned them to her own advantage.
She told me all about her early life. It reminded me of a factual narration being read from a book. Maybe once or twice her voice faltered but she quickly recovered and moved on.
I listened and I nodded and I offered my support.
And then we had sex. Correction ... I had sex and she struggled. Rape is an ugly word and does not define what took place between us.
Afterwards she stood and looked me in the eye. Her gaze was cold, calculating and at odds with such a young face.
‘That is gonna cost you big,’ she said.
I had no fear about Tracy telling anyone what had occurred between us. She trusted no one, only herself. She would figure a way to use it against me that would have some benefit to herself.
I admired her youthful optimism and was not surprised when she cornered me a few months later.
‘I'm pregnant and it's yours,’ she said, triumphantly.
I was amused even as I doubted both parts of her statement. One of the things I liked most about Tracy was her ability to manipulate any situation to her own benefit.
‘So?’ I asked. We both knew that negotiations had been opened.
‘I want money,’ she said.
