Page 126 of Silent Scream
No evidence of crack cocaine – check.
No evidence of parent stumbling and drunk – check.
Children free of obvious scarring – check.
A week after their sixth birthday Kim had exited the lavatory, to find her brother attached to the radiator with handcuffs.
Kim looked at her mother with horror, confused for a few seconds. It was all the time her mother needed. Kim felt her hair being grabbed from behind and bunched in her mother's fist. She was dragged to the radiator and cuffed to her brother.
‘If I've gotta get you to get him then that's what I'll have to do.’
Those were the last words she ever heard from her mother.
By the end of that day Kim had managed to squirm her right foot beneath the bed and dislodge a pack of five cream crackers and a half bottle of Coke.
For two days she had been convinced that her mother would return. That one of her rare lucid moments would occur and they would be freed.
On day three she realised that their mother was not coming back and had left them to die. With only two crackers and a few mouthfuls of Coke remaining, Kim stopped eating completely. She divided the last two crackers in half and half again, making eight bites for Mikey.
Every few hours she would try and force her hand through the cuffs, removing slivers of skin each time.
By the end of day five the crackers were gone. A single mouthful of liquid remained in the Coke bottle.
Mikey turned his face towards her; so thin, so pale. ‘Kimmy, I peed again,’ he whispered.
She looked into his eyes; so distraught at one more puddle amongst the foulness beneath them. His earnest expression made her laugh out loud. And once she started laughing, she couldn't stop. Even though he didn't know why, Mikey joined in until the tears rolled over their cheeks.
And when the tears stopped falling, she held him close. Because she already knew. She whispered into his ear that Mummy was on her way with a meal and that he just had to hang on. She kissed the side of his head and told him she loved him.
Two hours later he died in her arms.
‘Sleep tight, sweet Mikey,’ she whispered, as the last breath left his battered, fragile body.
Hours or days later there was a loud noise and then people. Lots of people. Too many. They wanted to take Mikey and she was too weak to fight them off. She had to let him go. Again.
The fourteen day stay in hospital was a blur of tubes, needles and white coats. The days had melded into one.
Day fifteen was much clearer. She was taken from the hospital to the children's home. And she was given bed number nineteen.
‘Excuse me, Miss, are you okay?’ asked a voice from above.
Kim was startled to realise that she had slid down the wall and was now sitting on the ground.
She wiped away the tears and sprang to a standing position. ‘I'm fine, thank you, I'm fine.’
The ambulance driver hesitated for a second but nodded and then wandered away.
Kim stood and breathed deeply to dispel the overwhelming sadness as she placed the memories back in the box. Never would she forgive herself for her failure to protect her brother.
She unlocked the helmet from the wheel. Her body now filled with fight and determination.
No, she would not have it. Kim would not fail these girls because damn it, they mattered to someone. They bloody well mattered to her.
Sixty-Four
Stacey leaned backin her chair and stretched. A heat burned across the muscles in her neck. She rolled her head to the left and then to the right. Something clicked in her right shoulder blade.
The Guv had said go home and that's what she intended to do.
