Page 91 of Ravage God
That was the problem.
I loved him, but I wasn’t sure if he felt the same.
He might like me. There was affection, I was sure of it. But love?
He grabbed my hand in his and brought it up to his lips, kissing the back of it. I could feel my heart settling a bit from the move. I turned and smiled at him.
“Fuck,” he said. “Is it bad that I just want to take you home and fuck you until you pass out from exhaustion?”
My breath caught from his words, and I could feel the familiar pounding ache in my center forming.
Hell.
He smiled at me, bringing his hand up to my mouth. “Open.”
I did as he asked and opened my mouth. He plopped his thumb inside.
Hell.
“Suck.”
I sucked on it, feeling the move all the way down to my clit. I could feel my panties getting wet, and I rubbed my legs together.
He pulled his thumb away, and I felt instantly empty. “Baby, we need to get you on birth control. I don’t want to feel anything between us.”
I looked at him. “I’m already on birth control.”
“Seriously?”
I smiled and nodded at the tone in his voice, half surprised and half incredulous. “Seriously.”
“Fuck, you are killing me,” he said just as he pulled into what looked like a country bar.
I glanced up at the neon glowing light, from the nameCountry Roseflashing to a symbol of a cowboy lassoing a rope. The light made it look like the rope was extending out, then coming back in a flash.
“Sure we can’t go home?” Elio asked, his voice strained.
I laughed and shook my head. “We’re already here. Come on. I want to see you dance.”
“Baby, I’m not dancing.”
“We’ll see,” I said.
He shot me a pointed look and got out of the car. I waited for him to come over to my side, knowing he wouldn’t want me to get out until he could assess the surroundings first.
Elio came over and opened my door, holding out his hand for me. I took it and let him pull me up.
We didn’t say anything.
Just stood there and stared at each other, the tension palpable.
I love you.
I wondered if he could read the words in my eyes. He blinked and pulled away first.
“Let’s go, baby.”
I nodded as he grabbed my hand. Inside, it looked like a fancy barnyard.
