Page 52 of Brandy Snap: Part Two
So, I told her I needed space to sort out shit with my mates.
Who were kneeling in front of me like good little alphas who knew they had totally fucked up.
“I should have done this ages ago,” I said as I glared at them both.
I wish I had my whip, but it was in the closet and I couldn’t break my stride.
I was wearing my long, sleek black leather skirt and combat boots. Add in a sheer vest, studs, and goth makeup, and it was a pretty stark contrast to Sin’s usual butler suit, and Cas’s casual jeans and white T. But absolutely perfect for the occasion.
I’d made them put their hands on their laps and keep their fucking heads down because if they apologised with their sexy looks and their smooth as fuck voices, then I’d give in to them like always.
I’d already spent the past twenty minutes yelling at them for being assholes, and I was running out of steam.
“Kai, we’ve already said we’re sorry a million fucking times. What else do you want from us?” Caspian growled.
“Are you fucking serious right now? Do you want me to leave? Because I can do it. I’ll get the fuck out of here and you’ll never see me again.”
I’d whisk Brandy away to the other side of the world and Sin’s and Cas’s entire families would celebrate because we were both finally ‘dealt with’.
I always hoped my alphas would change and put me first. But maybe they would do it if they realised Brandy and I were now a package deal.
Not that she’d exactly agreed to anything more than biting. We’d been too busy fucking on the high of our bond to get practical.
The main problem was I’d embarrassed the hell out of myself. I wasn’t strong and growly and turned her on like Cas, and I wasn’t cool and collected and loved her passionately like Sin. All I did was blub all over her and then she fucked me. Dead romantic.
I mean, yeah, I was kind of riding high on the fact she’d chosen me in the end. But it still could have been a pity fuck to clear out the guilt she felt for fucking Sin.
Plus, I couldn’t even remember how we’d gotten home. I had vague memories of being in a car with her, but that was about it.
So, who knew if she was going to turn around the next time we saw her and say ‘Sorry, I only want to mate with alphas’ and then kick me out of the pack like Zania had always promised would happen if Sin and Cas found another omega.
I had to shake my head to push away those thoughts. I had to believe what she said about being my omega because I needed it to be fucking true.
If it turned out to be lip service so she could get close to my alphas, I’d fucking lose it and really kill someone. It wasn’t as if people hadn’t tried that shit before.
Because what would happen if Brandy joined our pack and I was pushed to the side? I wanted to see Sin’s and Cas’s bites riding her neck so fucking badly. But she’d still snuck into my heat suite right at the start. Maybe winding me up like this was all part of her grand plan.
My anger soared again as those crazy thoughts crept over me, so, naturally, I took it out on my alphas.
“I’ll fucking cleave if I have to!” I shouted. “Don’t think I won’t. I’m done with your bullshit. I’ve put up with this for five years and you guys still don’t get that I’m yourfuckingomega! I’m your mate! I’m supposed to be the top fucking priority and you just—”
My voice cracked and I bit back my tears because if I started crying now, they would smother me and it was exactly what I wanted. All they had to do was pile on me and I’d forgive them and then I’d be happy for a whole week before something else happened and we went straight back to square one.
“Kai.” Caspian edged forward, and I slammed my foot down in front of him.
“I didn’t say you could move!” I yelled, my eyes wide, nostrils flaring as my pain and frustration seeped into my scent.
I was so fucking weak. I told Brandy I’d take care of her and protect her, and I couldn’t even get my alphas to do what I said.
“I truly am so sorry,” Sin said, sounding like he actually fucking meant it. “I wasn’t able to think yesterday. I was too wrapped up in her scent.”
Her scent.
Which was exactly like mine.
Yeah, I could give him that because brandy was my new favourite thing. But I wasn’t letting it go.
“Just because you apologise doesn’t change how you dragged another omega off to fuck—in fucking public! You did it in front of our fucking friends and family. And you didn’t even invite me! You just went off and fucked her.”
