Instead, my hand moves—unbidden.
Not towers.
Not steel.
People.
Then the bench. The one we repaired. I draw it slowly, every worn slat, the shell hidden beneath it.
I add no embellishment.
Truth is enough.
The graphite moves softer now, pages filling with pieces of a world I once dismissed.
I pause.
Listen.
The silence is vast, warm. Not the cold void of empty offices or hotel suites.
Here, it breathes.
For years, I have filled my hours with noise—meetings, screens, the endless hum of pursuit.
Now, in this quiet space above a stubborn bookstore, I do not hate it.
I welcome it.
A truth I do not know what to do with.
I set the pencil down, fingers lingering on the page.
Across the room, Jamie sighs in his sleep.
I glance toward the stairwell, where faint light still seeps beneath the door.
And I wonder if the things I have built are worth more than what I am finding here.
CHAPTER 13
ROWAN
Morning comes sharp and gray after the storm.
I crack the front door open. Puddles gleam like small mirrors across the boardwalk. Stray gulls pick at soggy debris, and the sky hangs low, still heavy with leftover rain.
I slept maybe four hours. Maybe.
Between the storm, Drokhaz bleeding all over my spare bed, and my own damn brain refusing to shut up… well.
Coffee is non-negotiable this morning.
I set the pot to brew, scrub a hand through my hair, and pad upstairs barefoot.
The attic room is empty.
I blink. For a half-second, my gut clenches.