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“Fuck yes, baby,” he growls, his voice drawing out my orgasm longer.
He doesn’t stop there, though. Instead, he leaves me where I am, cum dripping down my face and my body still vibrating with aftershocks. He removes the dildo from my ass, and his cock slides in with ease after working it with the dildo.
I mumble something incoherent, close my eyes and start moving the vibrator inside of my pussy again. It’s overwhelming feeling this full, but when my second orgasm slides over me, caressing me with its sweet oblivion, paired with Gabe filling my asshole with his cum, I find myself smiling.
“You did so well, Sweet Girl. Daddy is so proud of you.”
I mumble a reply, my eyes still closed and starting to feel sticky from his drying cum. Vaguely, I feel a warm cloth brush over my face, but I’m too exhausted to open my eyes to see.
I can feel myself drifting. The last thing I remember is the feeling of being nestled in Gabe’s warm arms, his voice lulling me into the land of slumber, and I’ve never felt happier than I do right now.
Chapter36
Raine
The next two weeks have gone by slowly but without a hitch. Gabe and I have been together almost daily, and he’s opened up to me immensely.
My man, mydaddy,may have been involved in some shady stuff throughout his life. Regardless, nothing less shady than the Tartarus Mafia, let alone me. It’s been weird having someone around me constantly, but I have to admit I enjoy it. As a matter of fact, I enjoy Gabe in every single way. He still won’t tell me about his time with Avernus or more about Acheron, but I’ve come to accept the fact in hopes that my brother will open up to me at some point.
Our relationship is new, but Acheron and I are closer, and I have to admit the asshole is growing on me. I release a heavy breath, grateful that everything seems to be slotting into place as nicely as can be with the looming lunatic Avernus lurking around. It feels too easy, and I’m starting to wonder if the other shoe is about to drop or not.
Snuggling into Gabe, I continue reading my mother’s diary. I’ve been on a damn rollercoaster of emotions since I picked it back up. After finding out about her pregnancy with me and how the father I thought was mine promised to stand by my mother at all costs, and he did. Malcolm stood by my mother through all the bullshit, pretending to be my real father and smiting Avernus at every turn. Those were my favorite entries. The ones where my father had one up on Avernus, how he toyed with him and left him with his mouth gaping wide by the way he spoke to him. I wish I had been able to witness something as brilliant as that.
With shaky fingers, I turn the last page and hold my breath. My heart feels as if it’s lodged in my throat, my muscles working hard to slow the organ thrashing around inside of me as I begin to read the last entry my mother ever wrote.
Dear Diary,
My secrets are safe with you, hidden beneath the floors I walk on. Can you keep a secret? Can I tell you what I can’t tell anyone else?
We’re going to do it. Malcolm and I are going to run with Raine. We’re just finalizing the last few bits and pieces, and then we are going to pick up Raine and flee.
Avernus approached me; he knows Raine is his. Well, he assumes she is, and that is enough for me. The thought of his warm breath licking my flesh as he held me from behind, his gun trailing down my throat and through the valley of my breasts to my core as he uttered those filthy words to me.
He promised he’d make me pay and have it known that Raine is his and not Malcolm’s, that he’d take away my sweet baby girl and leave me motherless. I can’t allow it. I won’t allow it.
I know we will be hunted until the end of time, but enough is enough. I can’t keep living this way, and I refuse to put Raine in this position. If I have it my way, my daughter will never know who really fathered her. Instead, she will only know Malcolm, my sweet Malcolm, who has loved and supported me through all this rubbish.
One day I’ll return, and when I do, they’ll wish they never crossed me. All three of them. I may be a mafia princess, but I will not go down as weak. I am a mother, a wife, and I protect my own.
Fuck you, Avernus! Fuck you, Draconis! And fuck you, Jarvis, for sitting back and vouching for those two assholes. You’re just as guilty as them, if you ask me.
I’ve got to go, I need to grab Raine’s dolly and blanket and place them in the car before my mother returns home. Oh shit, I’m too late! There is a lot of crashing going on downstairs and I can hear yelling and gunshots . Avernus is here, his voice is the loudest in all the commotion, and I know I’ve failed you, my darling daughter. I’m so sorry, Raine, I tried my hardest, darling. Just know that you were always loved by me and Malcolm, baby girl. I didn’t want this life for you.
I love you always and until the end of time.
After reading over the entry three times, I close the book and feel Gabe’s arms tighten around me. Something wet hits my wrist, and when I look down, I see a puddle. Swiping my hand across my face, I find it also wet. I don’t know how long I’ve been crying for, but my mother’s last words written in ink, etched forever on that parchment paper, will forever ricochet around in my mind for all of time now.
“Talk to me, baby.”
Shaking my head, I peer up under wet lashes at him and almost break when I see the concern swimming through his stormy hues.
“He did it.”
“Who did what?”
“Avernus,” I hiccup and start sobbing again.
Gabe turns me around in his arms, so I’m straddling him, pushing my hair behind my ear, he says, “Slow down, baby, you’re not making much sense here.”
