But I’m a selfish prick, and even though I need to stop my hips from slamming forward, I remind myself I did not fucking imagine what just happened. I felt it, and I can’t lie to myself any longer. Glancing down at where we are joined, it solidifies what I already know, and seeing the small amount of blood coating my shaft drives it home.
I look back at her, and the truth is written all over her pretty face.
She’s a virgin.
“Fucking hell, Dottie, why didn’t you tell me?”
My voice is hoarse,strained.
“Damon. Please don’t stop.”
“I’m not going to stop, Sweet Dottie, not even Jesushimself could stop me. But I need to know why you didn’t tell me this was your first time?”
“Does it matter?”
“Of course, it fucking matters! I wouldn’t have slammed into you like I did, had I known you were a virgin. Goddamn it.”
I close my eyes and take a deep breath to calm down, trying not to focus on how her pussy flutters around me.
When I open my eyes, I see the doubt and insecurity written all over her pretty face. She thinks I won’t want her because she’s inexperienced. Like hell I don’t. I’m hotter than I’ve ever been. The need to spill inside her and make her mine is overwhelming.
Fucking Little Dottie.
Her walls clench around me, and it brings me back to the moment. No other man has been inside of her, and I like that. The thought is all consuming and I want to keep it that way.
Can I keep her?
Images of Arrie form in my mind. I love my daughter with all my heart, and I’d do anything for her, but can’t I do something for me for once?
Concentrating on Dottie, I run my hand up the inside of her leg. She takes a stuttered breath, and I smile down at her, seeing emotions flicker through her violet eyes like a damn movie reel.
“I’m here, Dottie. I need you to focus on me and get out of your head. Whatever comes after, we can deal with, and although I want to spank your sexy ass right now for not telling me, I want to make you feel good more.”
“Are you sure, Damon? What about…”
Arrie.
“This moment is all we have, baby. Let’s live it.”
Dottie smiles at me and swipes away the tears.
“Ok.”
It’s such a simple answer, but it’s anything but. I don’t think she knows what it means for me,for her.I stare at her for a few more seconds before pulling myself together. I can still feel her clenching around me.
I smile back. “I’m going to move, baby, tell me if it’s too much. Ok?”
Dottie nods her head, and her teeth sink into the pillow of her lips, and I wish they were mine instead of hers. Drawing my hips back slowly, I spread her legs wide so I can watch, and then I push back slowly.
It’s fucking agony and bliss rolled into one, and I fight the urge to not slam into her. She feels good, too fucking good; and I don’t know how long I’ll last, especially with her breathy moans and whimpers.
“You good, baby?”
“Yes. Just keep moving, please.”
The line between her brow has disappeared, her eyes are still glassy, but she’s no longer clenching her jaw.
Not to mention the blood on my cock is now replaced by her arousal. She’s turned on, and that makes me ravenous. I want to eat this woman alive, only to spit her out and do it over and over again.