Page 122 of Cloudless
My eyes gleam as I pull away. “I have an idea!”
His brows furrow as he searches my face. “That’s sketchy.”
I raise my brows as I move off the bed. “Me having an idea is sketchy?”
“When you have that look in your eye, it is.” He cocks a brow. “Where are you going?”
I point to the spot I just vacated on the bed. “Lay down.”
He complies despite the skepticism in his eyes. “How is this going to be any better?”
The bed dips under his weight as he settles on his bed. His cock juts to the ceiling and hardly moves as he puts his arms behind his head so he can look at me. “If I’m in control, it’s like I’m hurting myself. You can’t be the one hurting me if you’re not the one moving.”
The tension leaves his shoulders as he relaxes against the mattress. “I can live with that.”
My knees struggle to find purchase on the mattress without me falling on top of him. That’s the last thing I need during my first time. I can see the headlines now:College hockey star’s girlfriend breaks his penis during their first sexual encounter. It is unclear if he will continue to play hockey at this time.
Kam raises a brow as his hands circle my waist, as I try to figure out the best way to straddle him from my position beside him on the bed. “What's so funny?”
I wave away his question as I realize for the first time just how large this man is. “Oh, nothing.” I wave my hand in his general direction. “How am I supposed to do…this?”
He shrugs as his fingers dig into my waist. “As long as you don’t hurt yourself, I don’t really care. Just please, put me out of my misery and sit on my cock within the next thirty seconds. You look too damn good above me like this.”
Heat envelopes my face as I put the palms of my hands on his chest for balance. Turns out that was totally unnecessary, because in the next breath, Kam lifts me completely off the bed and deposits me on his chest.
The wetness still present from the magic he worked with his fingers and mouth earlier drips onto his chest. I have never gotten myself to come like that, let alone that quickly.
Kam’s eyes heat as they connect with where my pussy rests on his chest. “Fuck, Sunshine. Look how beautiful you look dripping all over me.” The walls of my pussy clench around nothing as his words wash over me like a sweet summer rain. “Now sit on me, Lila. I need to feel your pussy wrapped around my cock.”
He helps me lift off his chest enough to position his cock at my entrance. With the first brush of his shaft against my swollen lips, our eyes connect as our breaths stall in our chests.
And as I sink down on him, the pain is consumed by the thought that I can’t imagine a better man to give this part of myself to. I can’t imagine someone more worthy of this connection.
“Are you okay?” The worry never leaves his eyes as I take every inch of him.
A nod of my head will have to be good enough, because I seem to have forgotten how to speak.
Kam’s jaw clenches and his eyes slide closed as I bottom out. “You feel so good.” His eyes are a blazing fire when they open. “Evenbetterthan I imagined.” His fingers turn bruising as he tightens his grip on my waist. “You fit perfectly around my cock, Lila.”
The pain fades to be replaced by an all-consuming stretch that feels so right. “I feel so full.”
His eyes blaze even brighter at my words. The world tilts on its axis until I’m lying on my back and Kam’s loving eyes shine above me. The shift of his cock against a bundle of nerves inside me almost takes my breath.
His eyes fall to where we’re joined as a look of satisfaction takes over his face. “I never thought I would care if who I gavemy virginity to was a virgin, but I have to say, knowing no other man has been here is thrilling. Knowing that you gave this part of yourself to me is an honor and a privilege I do not take for granted.” His smirk is fully in place when he looks back up at me. “With that being said, I’m going to fuck you now, Sunshine.”
I open my mouth, but don’t have time to utter a word before the delicious drag of his cock against that bundle of nerves inside me strikes me mute. The feeling is so different compared to my clit that it steals my breath.
His eyes alternate between my face and my pussy as he finds a rhythm that has me gasping. With every thrust, I move farther up the bed until my hands against the headboard are a requirement.
I struggle to remember to breathe as Kam continues his relentless rhythm. The sound of skin on skin accompanies our labored breaths. Delicious warmth flows from his fingers as he explores my body like he alone has its map.
His clenched jaw turns to steel as he watches himself disappear into me. He seems unaware of his mumbled words. “How will I ever leave?” With every thrust, the pleasure at the base of my spine grows. His eyes leave where we’re joined to flick to mine. “That’s it. Come for me. I know you’ve got another one in you.”
I open my mouth in a silent scream as the dam breaks and pleasure washes over me. My pussy grips onto his cock so tightly I’m surprised he can still move.
His thrusts turn choppy and a deep groan follows his release moments after mine fades into a dull pulsing between my legs.
Our labored breaths fill the room as the world comes back into focus. Kam smiles as his arms shake on either side of my head. “Holy fuck.”
