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Pressing against his slit in time with Scott’s long strokeshad Ryan making the most delicious sounds. There was no way to miss how I wastiming the frustrating pleasure and wonderful flashes of pain that had to beshooting through him.
When Scott shifted and started nailing my prostrate withevery thrust, it was all I could do to focus on giving Ryan the same pleasure Iwas feeling. As Scott finally pushed me over the edge, I gasped against Ryan’smouth as I shook. “Come, both of you…”
As my words shifted to cries of pleasure, nearly drowned outby theirs, the wonderful sensations pulled us all along until we were anexhausted mess lying on the bed. Carefully easing out of me, Scott stroked overmy back and kissed along my neck, barely moving. “I…”
I knew what he wanted to say. The words had been on our lipsfor longer than they probably should have if we’d been completely logical.
But when had love been logical?
Shifting my head, I reached behind me and stroked his cheek.“I love you, sweetness.”
As a beautiful smile spread across his face, I gave him akiss before snuggling against his chest and looking at a stunned Ryan. “I loveyou too.”
Giving Scott one last caress, I wrapped my arm around Ryanand pulled him in for a slow, tender kiss. As I finally released him, Isnuggled down between them. “I love you both very much. I can’t imagine my lifewithout you two.”
Sweetness and spice…they complemented each other in everyway, and having them in my life just completed me. It was truly movie-levelsap, but it was absolutely true. They were mine in every way, and I couldn’timagine anyone else in my life.
Scott’s hands were almost shaking as he wrapped his armsaround both of us. “I love you both.”
As he leaned in and gave us each tender kisses, I couldalmost feel the relief flooding through him at finally being able to say thewords.
I’d wanted to make sure I wasn’t rushing them, but I had afeeling I’d held them back instead of protecting them.
“I love you too.” Giving Scott and then me another sweetkiss, Ryan looked at us both, love shining in his eyes as he focused on me. “Ilove you both very much.”
Something warm and soothing settled over me, like this onemoment had changed everything for us. I could almost see our future stretchingout in front of us, and I knew they were the ones for me. Period. No questionsand no hesitation.
They were mine.
Now we just needed to decide what that meant and for me tostop holding them back…especially from discussions about the future and aboutliving together.
Because really, I’d had trouble finding clothes in my ownapartment earlier because all the ones I liked to wear were over at theirhouse.
But that could wait because right now all I wanted was tocurl up between my boys and let their warmth and kisses put me to sleep. It’dbeen a long day for all of us and I was ready to let everything go…everythingexcept them. I was going to keep them nice and close for as long as they’d haveme.
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“Should I ask what you’re doing?” Ryan’s teasing voicecoming from their bedroom door had me sighing.
Obviously, I hadn’t been subtle in my frustration.
Sundays were so hard.
“No.” Scott’s giggle said he’d come to investigate too, so Igave up and leaned against the doorframe of the closet. “I’m trying to decidewhat to take back to my apartment because I don’t have enough clothes overthere.”
But it was turning out to be harder than I’d expected.
Sundays were supposed to be for relaxing and getting readyfor the week, but the more time I spent going back and forth between my placeand theirs, the more frustrated I was getting. I’d never hated my apartmentbefore, but now I just had no desire to go back.
And the fact that my parents were guilting me into bringingthe boys over for a family dinner wasn’t helping either.
“You’ve been standing there for almost ten minutes.” Scottslowly pointed it out like he was trying to be gentle, but it just made me morefrustrated with myself. “Can we help?”
Maybe.
Giving in, I pushed away from the wall and took their hands,dragging them over to the bed. When they were stretched out on the mattress andI was sitting on their thighs, I took a breath. “You know safewords aren’t justfor sex, right?”
They both went really still before nodding slowly. Iwould’ve said they were nervous, but it seemed like both of them were justtrying not to smile. Huffing, I folded my arms over my chest, which made themnearly giggle. “I’m trying to have a serious conversation here.”
