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This was dangerous. If he were capable of clear thought right now, he’d regroup.I do not do these things. I do not buy women .I do not do with them as I please.
Yet he did, didn’t he? He was like those other men at the club. He was like David, who had walked home with his own companion. He was like his father, who had fucked off when convenient and taken the nanny with him.The young, hot nanny.Noah was far too young to have those thoughts about the twenty-something French au-pair who would go from the nursery to the master bedroom like it was nothing, but he was old enough to understand that what his father had done was wrong. He had lost his self-control. He hadn’t been an honorable man. He didn’t make an honorable woman out of his mistress, either. He simply married her, like that was supposed to solve everything.
Noah may not have been cheating on anyone, let alone a wife and family, but in that moment right before he completely succumbed to Lucy’s seduction, he felt that sting of shame.
Using people was wrong. Using women was one of the worst crimes of all.
Hadn’t he learned that lesson the hardest way possible?
“Everything all right?” Lucy’s voice was only possible because she had left his poor erection in his lap, her wet lips flapping in the direction of his face. Noah slowly opened his eyes and looked down. His cock was covered in her saliva. Her lips were covered in his precum.
He hated how beautiful it was.
“I’m great.” He took a chunk of her fake blond hair and urged her mouth back down to his cock. “This time, don’t stop until I tell you. Keep going. Even when you think I’m done, keep going.”
“Yes, sir.”
So sweet. So subservient. Men with fewer moral quandaries than Noah would have considered her price an absolute steal and fucked her in every hole every single day.I want to. Fuck it, I want to leave her gaping when I’m done with her.He’d take her cunt tonight, as soon as he was finished taking her mouth. He’d undoubtedly take her ass by the end of the week.
After that, depravity was theirs. Lucy was destined to become Noah’s secret stress-reliever in a room he once called his own. Back when he was more ignorant to the evils of adults.
Lucy went back to sucking him off with ferocious intensity. She was a woman on a mission. A lady with standards to uphold. A sex worker with a paycheck to make. Whatever version of his mistress Noah envisioned, he knew the end would be the same. He’d come. She’d moan. He’d feel guilty enough afterward to leave her behind, and she might wonder if it was something she did.
Yes. No. You did it, but it’s my fault I feel this way.
Wasn’t it dangerous to associate toxic feelings with sexual pleasure? What kind of pain did Noah want to inflict upon himself, anyway?
Let’s be honest, Gabriel. You deserve that pain for all that you let happen.
Yet the “real” men in his family would say he had worked hard for that pleasure, too. He needed a break. He deserved some relaxation with a beautiful slut who understood the power of money.Money buys you everything. Everything lays in your purchase power.Money bought silence. It bought luxury. It bought the doctors and therapists two kids needed when everything blew up in their young faces.
When evil came to live at Gabriel Manor, and Noah had been powerless to stop it.
The need to climax was too great for Noah to continue indulging in toxic illusions. His whole body was on fire. Lust was a powerful enough motivator – he didn’t need to think about the evils of money to know it was time to go for the gold.
Gold hair, to be precise.
He lurched forward, grabbing the back of Lucy’s head with both hands. He didn’t need to hold her in place, but he did it anyway. Because she was too beautiful to risk letting her get away.Because deep down I can be a monster, too. I can make her choke on my dick while I shoot my load down her throat.
Yup. Pain with pleasure. Triggering toxicity with orgasmic climax. The number one thing Noah shouldtotallydo.
His groan of surrender was loud enough to summon Candace from halfway across Gabriel Manor. Thank God she probably knew that sound by now.“No need to bother him. He’s busy forgetting himself.”Lucy, however, wasn’t yet acquainted with the fucked-up side of Noah Gabriel. The money would only lubricate her own hubris for so long, too. He had to control himself. He couldn’t literally hurt her, no matter how much he wished he could stop caring. He had to focus. Still her head and his hips, so the only things moving were the lungs in his chest and the shaft of his cock as it pushed out everything that had built up inside him since the last time he used Lucy as his convenient sex therapy doll.
At first, she winced, her mouth tight around him and her breaths heavy in her throat. As his wave of euphoria gradually turned into pure relief, however, her face in turn relaxed and her sighs turned into small moans of admiration. Throughout these precious few seconds, her throat never stopped sucking him dry.
His thumb caressed her forehead as he eased her mouth off his half-flaccid cock. It wasn’t going to become totally soft anytime soon, though. That would be a waste of a woman who was looking at him likethat.For now, though, while he recollected his bearings and remembered that she was also a sexual being with her own needs, he focused on those big brown eyes full of reverent bliss. He barely noticed the seed left behind on her bottom lip, the only proof of what they had done.
“You’re mine, you know that?” Noah’s voice had not lost the growl. “Until you leave this house, you belong to me. And I get to do whatever the fuck I want to my possessions.”
That wasn’t the first time he had heard those words, but it was the first time they came fromhismouth.
