Page 40 of Still Me
From: [email protected]
Hey, Lily!
In haste as I’m tapping this out on the subway (I’m always in haste these days) but lovely to hear from you. Glad school is going so well, though it sounds like you were quite lucky with the smoking thing. Mrs. Traynor is right—it would be a shame if you got expelled before you’d even taken your exams.
But I’m not going to lecture you. New York is amazing. I’m enjoying every moment. And, yes, it would be lovely if you came out here but I think you’d have to stay in a hotel so you might want to speak to your parents first. Also, I’m quite busy as my hours with the Gopniks are long so I wouldn’t have much time to hang out just now.
Sam is fine, thanks. No, he hasn’t dumped me yet. In fact he’s here right now. He heads home later today. You can talk to him about borrowing his motorbike when he’s back. I think that may be one for the two of you to sort out between you.
Okay—my stop is coming up. Give Mrs. T my love. Tell her I’ve been doing the things your dad did in his letters (not all of them: I haven’t been on any dates with leggy blond PR girls).
Lou xxx
My alarm went off at six thirty a.m., a brittle micro-siren breaking the silence. I had to be back at the Gopniks’ for seven thirty. I let out a soft groan as I reached across to the bedside table and fumbled to turn it off. I had figured it would take me fifteen minutes to walk back to Central Park. I mentally ran through a rapid to-do list, wondering if there was any shampoo left in the bathroom and whether I would need to iron my top.
Sam’s arm reached across and pulled me toward him. “Don’t go,” he said sleepily.
“I have to.” His arm was pinning me.
“Be late.” He opened one eye. He smelled warm and sweet and he kept his gaze on mine as he slowly slid a heavy, muscular leg over me.
It was impossible to refuse him. Sam was feeling better. Quite a lot better, apparently.
“I need to get dressed.”
He was kissing my collarbone, feathery kisses that made me shiver. His mouth, light and focused, began to trace a pattern downwards. He looked up at me from under the cover, one eyebrow raised. “I’d forgotten these scars. I really love these scars here.” He lowered his head and kissed the silvery ridges on my hip that marked my surgery, making me squirm, then disappeared.
“Sam, I need to go. Really.” My fingers closed around the bedspread. “Sam... Sam... I really... oh.”
Some time later, my skin prickling with drying sweat, breathing hard, I lay on my stomach wearing a stupid smile, my muscles aching in unexpected places. My hair was over my face but I couldn’t summon the energy to push it away. A strand rose and fell with my breath. Sam lay beside me. His hand felt its way across the sheet to mine. “I missed you,” he said. He shifted and rolled over so that he was on top of me, holding me in place. “Louisa Clark,” he murmured, and his voice, impossibly deep, resonated somewhere inside me. “You do something to me.”
“I think it was you who did something to me, if we’re going to get technical about it.”
His face was filled with tenderness. I lifted my own so that I couldkiss him. It was as if the last forty-eight hours had fallen away. I was in the right place, with the right man, and his arms were around me and his body was beautiful and familiar. I ran a finger down his cheek, then leaned in and kissed him slowly.
“Don’t do that again,” he said, his eyes on mine.
“Why?”
“Because then I won’t be able to help myself and you’re already late and I don’t want to be responsible for you losing your job.”
I turned my head to see the alarm. I blinked. “Quarter toeight? Are you kidding?How the hell is it a quarter to eight?” I wriggled out from under him, my arms flapping, and hopped to the bathroom. “Oh, my God. I am so late.Oh, no—oh, no no no no no.”
I threw myself under a shower so rapid it’s possible the droplets didn’t make contact with my body, and when I emerged he stood and held out items of clothing for me so that I could slide into them.
“Shoes. Where are my shoes?”
He held them up. “Hair,” he said, gesturing. “You need to comb your hair. It’s all... well...”
“What?”
“Matted. Sexy. Just-had-sex hair. I’ll pack your things,” he said. As I ran for the door he caught me by the arm and pulled me to him. “Or you could, you know, just be a tiny bit later.”
“I am later. So later.”
“It’s just once. She’s your new best mate. They’re hardly going to fire you.” He put his arms around me and kissed me and ran his lips down the side of my neck so that I shivered. “And this is my last morning here...”
