Page 51 of Craving You
“There is a lot more here that we should probably talk about one day,” I say.
“I get the feeling I’m going to be left out in the cold when you two end up snuggling,” Remy says when he comes into the room with pizza in hand.
“See, that’s when you just snuggle up with us and sandwich me,” I say.Remy raises an eyebrow at me and my face heats with a blush.“I… didn’t mean that the way you just took it.”
“Yeah, you did.That’s okay,” Remy laughs.“You didn’t start a movie.”
“Oh yeah,” I say.I lean over Cam and grab the remote as Remy sits beside me.I start searching for something to watch that won’t remind us of Tris and land on a random TV show.I focus on my food and not on the television.It doesn’t get far before I push my food away and sit back.
“You need to eat,” Cam says.
“I can’t,” I say.“I tried, and I can’t.”
“I’ll make you a deal,” he says.“Finish the slice you started, and I’ll leave it alone.”
“Okay,” I sigh.I pick up my half-eaten slice and eat the rest before tossing the crust down.“Can I have my tea now?”
“Yeah,” Remy says.He hands me my cup and my eReader before closing up the pizza box and moving it so I can stretch my feet out.I drink my tea faster than usual as I get my book loaded up, and Remy just watches me.
“What?”I ask.
“That shit is going to hit you hard,” he warns.“You are drinking that way too fast, and I put more than normal.”
“More sleep for me,” I say, taking the last sip.He takes the cup, and I move down to lie on the bed, and Cam does the same.I am turned slightly so Cam cannot see what I am reading.Remy lies down, and I assume he is on his phone until he whispers in my ear.
“Naughty girl… I should have known you’d be reading something like that,” he says before gently kissing my neck, just below my ear.I am reading a book about a girl who fucks her brother and his best friend.Once again, I’d be a damn liar if I said I wasn’t living vicariously through these characters.I go to lock the eReader, and he stops me.“No, keep reading.I want to know what the brother does next.”
“I’m sorry?”Cam says as he rolls to face me.My face heats up, and Cam grins at me.“What are you reading, Lori?”
“Nothing,” I laugh.I try to wiggle away when he slides his arm under me and pulls me to his chest before taking the eReader.Remy moves in close behind me, propped up on his elbow with his hand on my hip.
“What do we have here?”Cam says as he starts reading the scene I am on, which happens to be her getting absolutely railed by her brother for the first time.
“Cam,” I whine and try to reach for it.“I’m getting too tired to fight you.”
He holds it out so I can’t reach it, but eventually I get too tired to keep my arm up, so I lay my arm on his chest.My palm is flat against his skin, and I can feel the way his muscles tense as he reads.He turns his head and looks at me, and I can’t help but laugh at the look on his face.“You dirty girl.You read this stuff?”
“Yeah,” I say with a blush.I try to hide my face, but he lifts my chin.
“Who knew my pretty little sister had a filthy mind,” he says sweetly before whispering his next words.“Just like me.”
“It’s bad,” I mumble.
“Why do you read about siblings?”
“If I can’t do it, may as well read about it,” I mutter, or at least I think I do.I can’t keep my eyes open my more, so I let them close.Cam gently kisses my forehead before letting me lay my head on his shoulder.I am surrounded by the both of them, and I feel safe.I have to believe that her death was for a reason.I have to hold on to hope that there is sunshine behind the clouds that currently loom over us.
Chapter Sixteen
Remington
Iamproppedupon my elbow, watching as Cameron holds Lorelei in his arms.They both need this.I need to see this.I’ve known for a long time that he loves Lori in ways that maybe a brother shouldn’t.We share the same darkness, so it’s natural that we’d gravitate toward the same woman.I know he loved Tris.It’s not like he was settling with her because he couldn’t, or felt like he couldn’t, have Lori; he truly loved her.
I’m surprised he hasn’t mentioned it, but Lori had said she remembered seeing Cam in her dorm room jerking off to Tris sleeping, but it was definitely her that he was jerking off to.It was Lori that he was touching.I know this because I was hiding, waiting for him to leave.I had drugged them both so I could play with Lori, and he showed up.
They’re both adults, and as long as he doesn’t knock her up with an inbred baby, who cares?Why can’t they make their own decisions?Having him live here is perfect because no one would suspect anything.We have a room set up with his clothes and belongings in it, but we will stay in here.Hell, we can put a king-sized bed in both and sleep wherever.
“She asleep?”I ask.
