Page 38 of Guarding Our Love
“Yes, Calil,” she moaned as I massaged one of her breasts.
I returned to kissing her at the same time I pulled her panties down then freed my dick. It was reckless, but I entered Sloan raw for the second time. After that first time, I knew I would never strap up with her. It was fucking impossible. I needed to feel Sloan in every way possible. I needed Sloan’s nectar like I needed air to breathe.
“Calil,” she moaned again when I entered her.
“Sloan, you feel so good.” I dug deep and slowly stroked her cushiony walls.
We gazed into each other’s eyes as the boat continued moving to the middle of the ocean. The moment was too specialfor words. The only noise was our low moans mixed with the low waves hitting the side of the boat. I hadn’t made love to a woman in forever, if ever, but I had to with Sloan because she was special to me.
After succumbing to how good we made each other feel, we cuddled and watched the scenery until we fell asleep.
“I ain’t ever seena woman going through a divorce glowing like you are,” my mom commented before I could even get my butt in the booth.
“It’s probably because of that basketball player,” Kendyll added, and I pinned her with a look to keep her mouth shut. She giggled and put her hand over her mouth.
My mother’s eyes ping ponged between Kendyll and me.
I hadn’t had a chance to have a sit down with my mom, so since I was free, we decided to meet at the diner. Kendyll was child free and off from work, so she joined us. I wanted to talk to both of them together anyway because I needed help to process my feelings.
“What basketball player? And how come I’m just now hearing about this?” My mom’s eyes were on me.
I glanced over at Kendyll, and she smirked. I rolled my eyes at her, and she threw her straw paper at me, causing all three of us to laugh.
“Remember Calil from high school?”
“Of course, the first boy to break your heart. You know your father watches his games.”
My dad had been a Warriors fan since the beginning of time, so I wasn’t surprised. I didn’t expect my mom to bring up how Calil hurt me, though.
“I’m not surprised. Well, Calil and I connected when his grandfather was admitted to the hospital.”
“You say reconnected as in friends, or you gave up the booty?”
Kendyll sputtered a loud laugh before covering her mouth, but it was too late for that. A couple of the patrons had already looked in our direction.
I put my hand over my face. “Mom, please don’t say that again.”
My mother shrugged. “That’s what it is. I give up the booty all the time.”
“Oh, God, please make it stop,” I groaned.
Kendyll got a kick out of it and couldn’t stop laughing.
“Okay, for real, Sloan.” My mother laughed. “Tell me what’s going on.”
She stopped laughing and picked up her ice water. I should have told Kendyll to order a drink for me because I already knew how my mother was. That woman had no couth at times.
“Well, Calil and I started talking as friends, but we went on a date. He wants to date me, but he also knows about my divorce. I like him, but I have my reservations for multiple reasons,” I answered honestly.
“And they are?” Kendyll asked before my mom could.
“The fact that he broke my heart.”
My mother sucked her teeth. “When he was a child and still wet behind the ears. What else?”
“I’m just getting out of a marriage with a man who cheated on me with multiple women. What does that say about me?”
I sat back in my seat and took a sip of my water. Two sets of eyes were on me, and they both wore scowls on their faces. Kendyll and my mother looked at each other then back at me.
