Page 14 of Not Afraid to Trust Again
Kyden and I had been spending more time together, and I enjoyed every minute of it.
Since I shared my secret with him, he made space for me in his closet and gave me two of his drawers. The only thing I had at his place were some scrubs and sweat suits since that was all I wore. I purchased all new socks and undergarments to keep over there. I had gotten toiletries to keep over there as well, and now, my stuff occupied one side of his dual vanity.
That day when he handcuffed me, I almost told him no. Since I was still able to move my arms, I let him do it, and I enjoyed it. Maybe next time, I would let him handcuff me to the bed. I knew Kyden was into some other shit, but I was afraid to explorethose things with him. The more I learned to trust him, the more I wanted to let my guard down.
I spent the night at his house after my last therapy session, and I just wanted to be comforted by him. I was never the needy type, but this baby had me wanting to live in Kyden’s skin, and he was the same way whenever he was home.
It was early in the morning, and we’d been resting in his bed, cuddling, and talking. Kyden kissed my cheek then asked, “Are you hungry?”
“Yes.”
“Okay. I have some stuff planned for us today if you are down,” he said as he got out of bed.
“What do you have in mind?”
I sat up, and a smile spread across my face when I noticed the ginger ale and crackers. I picked up a cracker and took a bite.
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. I wasn’t sure if you would need them or not, but I wanted you to have them just in case. And we are going to the strawberry farm.”
I smiled because I had mentioned to him before about going to the strawberry farm, but we hadn’t gotten around to it since I had been ducking and dodging him. I was happy to know he paid attention. I was so nervous about being in a relationship before, but Kyden made it easy to be in one with him. I knew things wouldn’t be perfect, but I hadn’t had any complaints yet.
“Yes! I would love to go to the strawberry farm.”
Kyden chuckled and leaned down to kiss me. “I know. That’s why we are going. Get yourself together while I make us breakfast.”
A sudden flush of warmth spread from my pussy through the rest of my body when he licked his lips as I removed the sheet from my naked body.
I poked my lips out and put my head down. “You don’t want to shower with me?”
I stared at his dick when it jumped.
Kyden chuckled. “As enticing as that sounds, I will have to decline. My baby needs to eat, and we need to get out of here before we don’t make it. I’ve held you hostage in my bed long enough.”
On cue, my stomach growled, and Kyden lifted an eyebrow. I giggled and stood. Closing the space between us, he groaned when I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his chest.
“Kanae, you’re testing my strength, baby.” The firm tone of his voice turned me on, but I stepped back and headed to the bathroom.
“Damn vixen.” I heard him whisper right before I closed the bathroom door. I liked messing with him sometimes, especially when he made me pay for it in the bedroom.
I turned the shower on and let it warm up while I used the bathroom. When I was done, I got in the shower and thought about what I could wear for the day. It was a little chilly, so I would put on some joggers and a sweatshirt.
My mouth watered as I thought about all the strawberries I would pick at the farm. I couldn’t wait.
“It’s a good thing we came when we did because the strawberries will be out of season soon,” Kyden said as we walked through the strawberry farm.
We picked two buckets of strawberries and tried a few different strawberry things, like a cake, ice cream, and popcorn.
“I know. I would have been so sad if I couldn’t get any.”
“You’re just as bad as your sister is with apples.” Kyden laughed.
My sister was obsessed as a kid with apples.
“I think it’s your baby,” I told him. I’ve always loved strawberries, but it seemed as though I wanted them more now.
“Don’t be one of those people, Elise, always talking about it’s the baby.” His lips quirked into a playful smile.
