Page 40 of Not Afraid to Trust Again
We added cucumber slices to our eyes, so our eyes were closed.
“It may sound cliché, but your presence. Even the way you stood demanded my attention. And when you looked at me, my heart skipped a beat. Your gaze never wavered, even when you spoke to everyone else.”
“Damn. Your freckles were the first thing that caught my eye. The way the sun made them look like glitter sprinkled across your face. It was your eyes too. They were bright, but I could tell you were dealing with something.” I reached over and squeezed her knee.
Silence fell over the room. The ticking of the timer was the only thing that could be heard.
“Sheesh. Do you think you are a jealous person?” Elise asked after a few minutes had passed.
“I never had been, but I really think I would be when it comes to you,” I told her. I heard her suck her teeth from the side of me. “I’m being for real.” I reached for her hand and held it. “You are my girl, Elise, and I will lock someone up for messing with you.”
“Aren’t you sweet. You don’t have to worry about that though.”
Just then, the timer went off. We removed the cucumbers and put them on the table. I stood first, then helped her up so we could wash our faces off. She used the half bathroom while I used the one upstairs. When we were done, we met back in the living room.
As we stood in the middle of the living room, Elise wrapped her arms around me and laid her head on my chest.
“Thank you for today. It was fun cooking with you and doing skincare.”
“No problem. I enjoyed it, and I think it’s something we should do more often.” I kissed the top of her head.
“I think so too.”
We held each other for a little longer before we separated and cleaned up all the supplies. Once the stuff was put away, we popped popcorn and sat on the couch to watch movies. Elise sat on one end with her feet in my lap while I massaged them.
I couldn’t have asked for a better way to end the night.
I hadto be dreaming because there was no way I felt a wet mouth on my dick. The last thing I remembered was lying in bed with Elise resting on my chest. Some time had passed, and I’d been a little distant because of the increase of phone calls and guilt that came from not being completely honest with her, but we spent yesterday together and reconnected.
“Elise, what are you doing?” My voice was strained as she licked the head of my dick.
I looked down at her massive curls and pushed them away so I could see her face. She looked up at me but didn’t say anything while she deep throated me. I gathered her hair and gripped it in my hand to guide her head up and down.
“Shit.” I didn’t want to stop her because it had been a while since my dick saw any action, except for my hand, and that wasn’t often. Since she had the miscarriage, we couldn’t have sex, and it was never a thought to get it from anywhere else because I didn’t want it from anyone else, and I didn’t want to hurt her.
Her hands cupped my balls as she continued bobbing on my shit. Our combined moans were the only noise in the room.
“I’m about to cum.” I groaned when I felt a rush through my body. I wanted to give her a warning just in case she didn’t want my nut in her mouth.
She didn’t pay me any mind, because she went harder and faster while my grip tightened in her hair and my toes curled.
“Fuck.” I bit my lip as my nut shot down her throat, and she still didn’t stop sucking.
She had me moaning and damn near squirming because it felt too damn good. After she sucked me dry, she came from the bottom of the bed and put her head on my chest. My dick rested against my thigh.
“Good morning, Ky,” Elise greeted me as she looked into my eyes.
I kissed her nose, then her lips.
“Shit. Good morning to you.” I kissed her again.
She giggled and put her arm over my stomach. “That was my way of saying thank you for last night. I know it has been a while, and I appreciate your patience.”
I closed my eyes because my conscience was eating me up. My phone vibrated on the table, but I ignored it until it rang again. I picked it up just in case it was work, but it wasn’t. It was another blocked call.
“You don’t have to thank me, but I appreciate your efforts.” I smirked. “I would wait forever for you if I had to. You are my soul, baby, and I ain’t going anywhere.”
I had no plans of ever leaving her, but her leaving me was a completely different story.
