Page 41 of Not Afraid to Trust Again
She smiled at me, then kissed my lips. “I’m not going anywhere either.”
“Good. Now . . .”
I flipped us over so that I was on top of her. My dick had hardened, and I was ready to show her how much I missed her. I could feel the heat from her middle, but I didn’t enter her right away. I needed to be certain she was ready.
“Have you gotten the all clear from your doctor?” I asked as I rubbed the head of my dick between her pussy lips. She was wet already, so either way, I would make her cum before we left this bed.
“I did.” She wrapped her legs around my waist, but I still didn’t move.
“Are you sure you’re ready?”
I continued rubbing my dick in her juices, and she got wetter. Oh, she was ready all right, but I needed verbal confirmation.
“Yes, Kyden. Now, fuck me.”
We moaned simultaneously when I eased my way inside of her. I wasn’t sure if it would hurt her or not, and I didn’t want to find out. I rested for a minute with my head in the crook of her neck.
“Are you going to lay there, or are you going to fuck me?” Elise asked as she pumped her hips.
I lifted my head to look into her eyes. “I see the sassy ass Elise is back.”
“I just had a minor setback.” She smirked.
I kissed her again. “And now you are ready for a major comeback.”
No more words were needed. While I moved my hips in a circle, she scratched my back and moaned my name. As I made love to her, I thought about us trying again for another baby, butI didn’t know where her head was, and I didn’t want to ruin the moment. I hoped we could try again one day because I hated to see her sad. Her eyes used to be so bright and full of light, but now they didn’t shine the same. I wanted to give her back her light but only when she was ready.
Elise and I ended up taking a nap when we were done the first session. When we woke up, we went another round before getting up and showering. We had a light breakfast and had worked up an appetite, so I took her to the diner for lunch.
“Have you ever thought about getting a pet?” I asked her while we ate our food.
I’ve always heard of pets being good companions and thought that might have been a good idea for her. It was something that she could take care of. Of course, it wouldn’t replace a baby, but maybe it would help fill that void until it was time for us to have a baby again.
“I’ve always wanted a cat but never got around to getting one.”
“Why not a dog?”
I took a bite of my turkey and cheese sandwich.
“Because I don’t want to have to walk a dog, especially after working all day. Cats are simple, and they use the bathroom right in the house.”
I nodded. “You’re right. Dogs are more work. My brother and I had one when we were younger, and our parents used to make us walk it and shit. Is there a particular kind of cat you want?”
She squinted her eyes and tilted her head. “Why are you asking me questions about a cat? Do you plan on buying me one or something?”
I chuckled and wiped my mouth. “I mean, I could if you want one.”
I would buy her every cat that I could find if it brought a smile to her face.
“I can buy my own cat, Kyden,” she teased.
“I didn’t say you can’t. I’m just telling you if you want one, then I will buy you one.”
“Okay.”
We returned to eating our lunch.
“Do you want to walk around a little bit after we are done?”
