She shivered as his hands ascended her body, grazing her breasts. “Yes.”
“Very well, kitten.” He gripped her shoulders and guided her down. “On your knees.”
Kat caught her lip between her teeth and gazed up for guidance. She was still embarrassed by her lack of experience, but she maintained eye contact.
“Fuck.” He shrugged off his coat and tossed it away. “You have no idea what seeing you on your knees in front of me does. It brings out that urge to dominate you.” He cupped her face and ran his thumb over her cheekbone. Then, he undid his pants and pushed them down. “What are you doing to me?” He slid his boxers down, freeing his cock. “Give me your hand.”
Kat placed her hand in his, and he guided it around him. His cock twitched. Kat looked up at him, and he groaned, threading his hands in her hair. “You’re too fucking perfect for me, Katherine.” Pain flashed over his face. “I’m going to ruin you.”
She shook her head and curled her fingers around him. “You won’t. I want you. All of you. I don’t see anyone else, Nex.”
“Fuck.” He bent and kissed her head, breathing in her scent. “Open your mouth.” He grabbed her jaw. “Open, and suck me in.”
Kat obeyed. She licked her lips before tentatively wrapping them around his tip. Nex’s hands tightened in her hair, and an unsteady breath escaped him. Her mouth was warm and enticing. He rubbed soothing circles against her jaw. “Bigger, kitten.”
Kat dropped her jaw and took more of him in. He groaned and held her head as he sank into the back of her throat. Kat made a surprised sound, her eyes watering.
Nex moved both hands behind her head. “Look at me.” Kat gazed up, and he sank farther down her throat, making her choke. Her eyes closed briefly as she gagged. Somehow, not in an unpleasant way. “Are you mine, Katherine?” Kat nodded, and Nex reminded himself to move slow. “Fuck yes, you are.” He growled, sliding out of her mouth and letting her catch her breath before he slid back in. Kat’s eyes shut, and she tentatively skimmed her tongue along him, sucking lightly. “Fuck,” Nex whispered. He pulled out, and she looked between him and his hardness.
Breathless, she wiped her mouth. “Am I doing it wrong?”
Nex’s expression softened. He was so goddamn turned on having her like this, he didn’t want to cut the heavenly moment short by coming too soon. “Definitely not. You’re perfect. Open up, and take it at your speed. I’ll let you have control. Next time, I’m going to fuck that pretty mouth.” He rubbed his thumb over her lips, making them part. His cock tensed, and he leaned forward, pressing his tip to her parted lips. “But this time, take your time.”
Kat opened, and he pushed back in. He panted and guided her down his whole length before pulling her back, repeating the motion until she didn’t need guidance. He stared down at her and moaned, watching her bob back and forth. He prided himself on stamina, but the sight of her sucking him off, the humility that the woman in front of him wanted him like this . . . He was ready to burst.
“If you don’t want to swallow, you better stop.”
Kat sped up, and Nex groaned, gripping her hair. She moved faster, sucking him deeper so she could hear him enjoy it. The sounds coming out of him made her wet and desperate to do it again.
He held her in place, sinking into her throat as he came. Panting, he stayed in her mouth for a moment. After he pulled out, Kat took a deep breath, wiping her mouth and looking up at him with big green eyes he adored. How someone could still look innocent after that, he didn’t know.
“Did I do okay?” Her brows knitted as if she was worried.
“Did you—” Nex shook his head, not believing what he was hearing. He needed to teach her to have confidence. He picked her up, tossed her on the bed, and pushed her dress up her legs, his lips following the fabric. “Yes, kitten. You did more than okay. That was the best fucking blow job I’ve ever had.” He yanked down her underwear and leggings, a growl rumbling in his chest at the sight of her wet slit. “You want me to show you how much I liked it? You want me to put my mouth on you? Make you come?”
Kat’s heart raced, and she preemptively gripped the blankets. “Yes.”
Nex didn’t move right away. He stared up at her. How was it possible one person could be so perfect? He stared so long she looked away, face flushing.
“What?”
Nex swallowed. “Nothing. You’re just so fucking beautiful.” He dropped his head between her legs, his last words too quiet for her to hear. “My angel.” He dragged his tongue over her, reveling in the reward of her moan.
Chapter 31
The Strongest Force in the World
Evenonastepstool,Kat had to stand on her tiptoes to reach the shelf at the front of the chapel. She straightened the candle until it matched the one on the opposite side of the communion table. Stepping down, she glanced back and forth between the pair of shelves to ensure both candles were centered.
“I’m surprised you didn’t bring a measuring tape this time,” Bernice said from where she sat in the front pew, untangling Christmas lights.
“I was going to, but I forgot.”
It was Nex’s fault. She had it sitting by the door, but he nearly convinced her to stay home rather than decorate the church. His attempt left her too distracted to remember everything.
Bernice smiled. “It looks lovely, dear. Did you hear…”
Gaze drifting across the church, Kat missed what Bernice said. Other volunteers decorated garlands over the pews and lights around the windows. Her eyes landed on Gabriel. Uneasiness crept through her stomach and twisted into a knot. It grew when Gabriel’s eyes locked with hers. She snapped her gaze to Bernice who raised an eyebrow.