Page 41 of The Hacienda
A pair of barn swallows dipped from the sky, looping like butterflies over Andrés’s head. He reached for the few remaining tortillas, ripped one into small pieces, and rested his left hand on the table, palm up.
The swallows descended on him. One went straight for the tortilla, perching its small, clawed feet on the base of his thumb as it pecked at the offering in his palm. The other hovered warily on his sleeve. It tilted its head to the side, beady eyes appraising. Then it bounced closer, once, twice, and joined its fellow tearing at tortilla scraps.
“A doctor. For the insurgents. That’s what I wanted to be,” he said. He kept his eyes downcast, watching the sweetly staccato movements of the swallows, their satisfied preening.
“I saw men who lost limbs to gangrene. Children died of tuberculosis. My older brothers... they joined the insurgents and were killed. Two in battle. The third disappeared. I discovered later that he died in prison, just after the war ended. I thought...” He trailed off. “I wanted tofixthings. Fixing people who were wounded—and there were so many—seemed like an obvious choice. I already knew how to heal. But the last thing my mother wanted was to lose another one of us to the war. She wanted me to join the priesthood. My grandmother made sure her wishes were carried out and sent me to Guadalajara.”
The swallows chirruped at each other, then lifted from Andrés’s arm in unison. I followed their sweeping path up, up, up to the slender bell tower of the capilla.
“They sent you to fight in a different war.”
His mouth twisted—sad, sardonic amusement. “Ah yes, the war forsouls. The war where we are all soldiers of San Miguel Arcángel, battling the forces of the Devil with flaming swords.” He mulled this over for a moment. “I think my mother was more concerned about saving my soul than sending me to save the souls of others.”
Because of the voices.
So, so quiet, he had said.
“Do you hear voices in the house?” I asked.
“Yes.” A firm answer.
I flinched. I wasn’t sure if I had expected him to answer in the affirmative or not, but hearing it aloud still sent a tremor down my spine.
“That alone is not unusual,” he continued. “My family has lived in the shadow of that house for seven generations. Any building of that age has memories down to its bones. But its voices are different now. One dominates the rest; its intent is unclear to me. I thought it would be easy to calm, like a spooked horse, but after last night...” Apprehension flickered across his face. “I need to think about how I’m going to fix it. Restrategize, if you will.” He steepled his long fingers and pressed them to his lips, silently ruminating.
Juana, Juana.
“Do you hear it...” I faltered. “Do you hear that voice say any names?”
Andrés lifted his eyes to mine, his brow creasing in concern. A cold, oily fear slipped down my spine.
“No,” he said. “No, I donot.”
14
ANDRÉS
I LED MY MULEout of San Isidro’s stables that afternoon. The sun slipped from its apex toward the western horizon; the chorus of grasshoppers rose with the heat of the siesta hours.
I cast a look over my shoulder at the walls surrounding the house, at its uneven peaks and dips, the spine of an ancient beast.
The housewatchedme leave, its stare baldly appraising.
A tender, bone-deep fear drew its fingertip down the back of my neck.
What had happened to San Isidro in my absence? So often I had sought the company of the house as a boy, ducking past the patrón and his family to find a forgotten storeroom where I could lose myself in its ancient gossip. Back then, the house recognized me as one of the few who could hear it and welcomed me whenever I entered. Centuries of memories lingered in its shadowed hallways, so thick they wove the building’s walls a gentle, ageless sentience, one that was distracted and uninterested in the affairs of the living.
But now? This was not the house I had known as a child, its chatter secretive and benign. The earth at the house’s foundation was saturated with sickness, a blight, its black veins leading up the hill to the gate and tangling under it like the roots of a cursed tree.
Such a change could not be immediate. It must predate Doña Beatriz’s arrival. It must have something to do with the apparition of the body in the wall. There was no doubt that the anger that vibrated deep in the bones of the house had something to do withthat. It festered like an old, infected wound, open and weeping.
I had to fix it. My loyalty to the house was as complete as that to my family; this hacienda washome. I made my decision the moment I stepped across its threshold: I would purge it of its rot.
But how?
My thoughts immediately fell to the locked box in my chest, following the inevitable pull of the current. Every bit of darkness inside it clawed to be let loose.
Last night, cornered in the green parlor by the rage of the house, I acted in self-defense: I unlocked the box. Driven by fear, I reached into myself and released a trickle of the darkness I kept bottled tightly in there.
