Page 37 of The Way Home
Riley righted his glasses, placed a hand on my cheek, and leaned forward to kiss me. It was achingly sweet, a contrast tothe sloppy, uncontrolled ones from earlier. The light, playful kiss after what we’d just done was…everything. My heart soared in my chest.
With a happy sigh, Riley repositioned himself closer, his head on my chest. When his hand landed on my stomach, smearing through the trails he’d left behind, he lifted it and huffed out a laugh. “Oh, God. We’re a mess.”
“A perfect mess, though,” I said with a smile on my face.
“I don’t even want to know what my ass looks like after that pounding.”
My smile faltered, and I lifted my head off the kitchen floor to look down at him. “Did I hurt you?”
A hand smoothed over my chest. “No, Jem. God, that was… wickedly hot. I might be feeling it later, but I haven’t been fucked like that… actually I’m not sure I ever have.”
“You felt so good, I couldn’t stop myself. I kept thinking, I couldn’t believe it was you.” I was still thinking it, even now laying here on the cold floor together.
“I felt the same way. I’m not normally one to be so spontaneous, but I knew if I waited, I might have found a reason not to go through with it. Thank God for coconut oil, though,” Riley said with a chuckle.
“Right,” I smirked. I was never more glad I’d picked some up before coming to the cabin than I was now. I liked to use it when I cooked, and it sure came in handy. If I wasn’t so worried about leaving Riley alone to second-guess the whole situation, I could have gone to my room where I had plenty of lube and… condoms.
“Oh shit! Fuck, fuck, fuck.” I slapped a hand to my head. I couldn’t believe I did that.
Riley sat up and stared down at me with a concerned look. “What?”
I pushed myself up and slid a glance to him, hoping this wouldn’t break the trust he’d shown in me. “I messed up.”
“How so?”
“I just wasn’t thinking. I forgot to use a condom. I’m so sorry, Riley.” My head fell, and my soaring heart fell with it.
I didn’t know what to expect or how he would react, certainly didn’t think he would straddle my lap and cradle my face in his hands. “It’s… not ideal, but it’s okay. I wasn’t thinking either, Jem. It’s on both of us. We’ll figure this out.”
I hugged him tight and rested my cheek against his body. “I’m sorry. Putting you at risk is the last thing I would ever want to do. If it helps, I’ve always used condoms for anything penetrative, and I test regularly. But I can test again if it would give you peace of mind.”
Riley rubbed my back reassuringly. “I’ve been in a bit of a dry spell, but I did test after my last partner in the hopes of dating again, and I was negative. At this point, what’s done is done.”
“I suppose so.” I couldn’t change what happened, but I still felt guilty for the lapse in judgment. I wasalwayscareful. But it was Riley, and I couldn’t think of anything else.
Riley surprised me by flicking his tongue over my ear and catching my lobe gently in his teeth. I shuddered at the sensation. My ears had always been sensitive, and it drove me wild to have them played with.
He blew a soft puff in my ear, making my dick take notice, and whispered, “I liked it. I’ve dreamt of you filling me up just like that. Especially after you carried me through the woods. It was so fucking hot, Jem.”
My lips curved upward. This was the adult version of Riley. The side of him I didn’t know yet and was getting to discover. Unexpected butverywelcome. “Keep talking like that, and I’m going to see just how full we can get you.”
Riley bit his lip, and his cheeks pinked. He rolled his hips, sliding over my hardening cock. With how hard I came, I would have thought it would be out of commission for a bit, but not with Riley sitting in my lap and saying such delicious things in my ear.
I reached up and took his glasses off, folding them and setting them on a chair. Riley’s green eyes darkened with lust, and he pushed my shoulders until I laid back on the floor. He slid his hands up my chest, sending ripples of electricity through me. Riley leaned down and ran his tongue along my bottom lip. I opened my mouth, and he dipped it inside, sweeping over my tongue. We kissed slow and deep, savoring every second of it.
“I want you, Riley. I don’t think I’ll ever stop wanting you.”
“I want you, too. Again. Now. I don’t think I can wait.” I loved hearing this desperate side of him. We had so much lost time to make up for, and now that we were here, I didn’t think I could wait, either.
“Yes. Yes, whatever you want, darling.”
Riley gave me one last kiss before pushing himself up. He reached behind him and grabbed my cock, holding it in place as he lowered himself onto it. He hissed as he slid down, and I gripped his hips, breathing hard as he slowly seated himself fully.
“Oh, fuck, you feel so good, Ri.” I tried to thrust upward, but he slapped my chest lightly and gave me a devious grin.
“Not this time. I’m in control now. And you’re going to sit there and take it.”
I nodded wordlessly, in complete and total awe of him. This was definitely a new side of him, and I was so here for it. He may have topped me physically when we were younger, but he had never taken control like this. My fingers dug into his hips holding on while he lifted himself and sat back down, making me moan loudly.
