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“You don’t have to spread your legs for that.Hell, I probably won’t live much longer anyway.I’m surprised a bullet hasn’t taken me out already.You want to be my old lady, fine.But it’s in name only.You don’t have to offer up your pussy in exchange.”
“If I’m yours, but you fuck someone else, your men will know.And they’ll laugh at me.They won’t respect me and will think you don’t want me.”
“Sweetheart, you can pretend all you want, but there’s no way you want an old guy between your legs.My balls are silver-haired and wrinkled.While I still have a head of hair, the muscles I used to have diminished over time.”
She didn’t look convinced, and I knew I was damning myself for what I was about to do, but she needed to see.I needed to prove to her that she really didn’t want me.I didn’t delude myself.The young whores who spread their legs for me at the clubhouse did it because they wanted to be with the President of the club, wanted bragging rights and maybe some security.They weren’t the least bit turned on by my body.If Luciana wanted security, I’d give it to her.But she didn’t have to fuck me for it.
I stepped away and pulled off my cut, laying in the kitchen table, then jerked my shirt over my head.She stared and reached out, brushing her fingers across the silver hairs on my chest.I still had some muscle, but I wasn’t ripped like the younger guys, not like I’d been once upon a time.Just the last three or four years, I’d noticed that it was a hell of a lot harder to maintain any sort of definition.My six-pack wasn’t hard as granite anymore and had nearly vanished.I was fit, but I wasn’t as bulky as the other guys.
She trailed her fingers down my arm, pausing to trace my tattoos.When she reached for my belt, I didn’t stop her.I’d let her look.No way she’d desire me, not a pretty young thing like her.She worked my belt loose, and then unfastened my pants.Luciana pushed them down my hips, then tugged my boxers down.My dick was hard and upright, the head angry and red, but I wasn’t going to make a move on her.
She studied me, reaching out to cup my balls.My eyes slammed shut as I tried to control myself.Fuck but that felt good.She rolled them, squeezed a little, then wrapped her fingers around my shaft.I opened my eyes and looked down at her.Age had taken me from over six feet to more like six feet even, but she was so damn tiny I was still about a foot taller than her.
“Do you know what I see?”she asked.
“An old, randy bastard who needs to keep his dick to himself?”I asked with an arched eyebrow.
“I see a man who has given much to his club, a man who has protected not only those who serve him but also his blood family.I see a man who didn’t take me when he could have, a man who tried to push me away and do the right thing.I don’t care if you claim to have done bad things.Spider, you’re an honorable man when it counts.”
“You see all that, huh?”I asked with a bit of amusement, and a smidge of embarrassment.No one had ever said shit like that to me before.
“I see a man strong enough to stand up to others, a man who commands the respect of others.And this cock?”she asked, looking down as she stroked me.“It’s thick and long.Beautiful.This cock?It doesn’t scare me.”
I didn’t know what the fuck to say to that.But if she kept stroking me, I was going to come all over her hand.It had been too fucking long since I’d been with a woman.When she dropped to her knees, my heart stalled and I reached for her, intent on stopping her, but my hand froze and my body locked from shock as her lips closed over the head of my dick.
Holy.Fucking.Shit.
Chapter Two
Luciana
I’d never had a man push me away and not take what I offered.What I’d beentoldto offer.Not once had I ever been tempted to be with a man just because I wanted him.I’d never felt desire, not since my father’s lieutenants punished me the first time.I’d been fifteen and a virgin.After that night, I learned what sorts of monsters lived in this world, and that my father was one of them.He’d watched as they violated me, listened to me scream and cry for help, and had done nothing but stare at me with a cold gaze.
I shoved those memories aside as I stared at Spider’s cock.I’d been terrified when I stepped off the jet, worried that my life would be just as bad here, if not worse.I didn’t know this man, had never heard of him until Mr.VanHorne had said I would live with Spider.I’d done exactly as I’d been told, and I’d offered myself to him.Even stripped off my clothes and prepared to do whatever he wanted.And he’d rejected me.Not because he didn’t find me pretty, but because he had honor and hadn’t wanted to force himself on me.
I licked my lips and leaned forward, taking his cock into my mouth.He was salty with a hint of musk, but I decided I rather liked it.I heard him mutter a few curses and his body was so damn tight, but he didn’t pull away.Placing my hand on his hip, I drew him closer as I swallowed his cock, urging him to fuck my mouth.At first, I’d only wanted his name as protection.But now that I’d seen the horror in his gaze over what had been done to me, and his adamant refusal to touch me, I knew that he was a good man.Honest.Decent.And I needed that.If I were ever to completely belong to someone, I wanted it to be a man like Spider.
I licked and sucked, and it wasn’t long before I felt his fingers loosen my bun and sift through my hair as it tumbled down my back.Spider groaned and I chanced peering up at him.His gaze burned bright with lust and wonder as he stared at me, watched as I took his cock as far as I could.
“Luciana.”
The way he said my name gave me goose bumps.It was almost reverent, and I wanted to hear him say it again.I pressed on his hip, urging him to take what he wanted, but he seemed content to let me do the work.I didn’t know if he worried he would scare me, but the man in front of me no longer made me fear for my future.It was insane that I could trust him so fast, but I’d stared evil in the face every day of my life.And this man wasn’t evil.Controlled.Definitely an alpha.But he had a good heart.
Spider was a protector, the type of man I’d dreamed about, yet thought didn’t truly exist.
His cock swelled and he groaned again.“Gonna come, pretty girl.Better pull off.”
I glared up at him in defiance and sucked harder, hollowing my cheeks, and was rewarded a moment later with the hot splash of his cum.He thrust a few times, filling my mouth and throat with his essence, and I swallowed it down.A shudder raked his body as he pressed deep, his silver hair brushing my lips as his cock twitched and softened.I gave him a few more sucks before releasing him.
He might not have the body of a twenty-year old boy, but things like a chiseled abdomen would fade over time.The scars I noticed along his torso spoke of a man strong enough to survive.Like me.I’d survived, but now I wanted to live, and I wanted him to show me how.
“You didn’t have to do that,” he said.
I rose to my feet and hesitated, but he opened his arms and I went to him willingly.I placed my cheek against his chest, over his heart, and felt it thumping hard.No one had ever held me, not since I was a little girl.Not in tenderness anyway.It had been so long since anyone other than my sisters had hugged me, since anyone had shown true affection.My eyes misted with tears and I held on tighter.
My sisters.If Spider was a good man, then it meant Violeta and Sofia were likely with honorable men, too.We were safe.For now.
“I mean it, Luciana.Sex isn’t part of the agreement.I’ll claim you, but I don’t expect you to be in my bed.You can keep your room, live your life.I only ask that if you decide to sleep with another man that you’re discreet and don’t get knocked-up.It’s no secret I’ve been snipped so any baby other than the one you carry now, the men would know you’d been with someone else.”
