Page 51 of Senseless
"It's okay." I shook my head. "I just need a second to—"
Shadow curled up, wrapping his large hands around the backs of my thighs and dragged me off his cock, pulling me up his torso toward his face as he laid back down.
"Shadow, what—ohh..."
He pulled me up until my knees splayed on either side of his head, his intention clear when he pressed a long, open-mouthed kiss to my sex. I bucked against his mouth with a sharp cry, the pressure so instant and heady I could only move on impulse.
Shadow let out a satisfied groan, his eyelids sliding closed as he devoured me from below. He licked me from bottom to top, tongue teasing my opening before it lashed at my clit. Lips pulled and sucked at my flesh, working with his tongue in a dizzying rhythm to kiss and lick me to bliss.
I quickly got over the shock and rocked against his mouth, my fingers clasping through his hair again. Shadow didn't seem at all worried about suffocating, one hand wandering up to knead my breasts while his mouth devoured me greedily.
His tongue focused on my clit just as he plucked a nipple with his fingers, the combined sensations building almost too fast for me to catch up.
"Fuck, that!" I gasped, grinding hard against his face. "Don't stop, Shadow! Oh God, don't..."
I came apart so hard that I fell forward, my shaking legs unable to keep me upright. Shadow's hands caressing up my spine sent more delightful shivers of pleasure zipping through me. His touch ran over my ass and down my legs as I panted for breath, hanging over him limply, my pussy now seated on his chest. He kissed my belly and waist again, fingers pressing gently on my knees. I took the cue and wearily crawled backwards, down over his torso.
"Now you can ride me if you want." His lips quirked playfully, caressing my cheek when we were face-to-face again.
I huffed out a laugh, still catching my breath. "Is that what you were trying to tell me earlier?"
"Maybe."
Our lips connected in a slow kiss, this one reminiscent of the last time we were in bed together. We spent that night exploring, talking, kissing like we had all the time in the world. Like we'd wake up the next morning and everything would be fine.
I wanted to hold on to this feeling, this sweetness and warmth of just being with a man I loved. Shadow seemed to be right there with me, his eyes closed and hands moving indulgently, lovingly, over my body.
Never breaking a kiss, I slid a hand down his firm abdomen and swallowed his moan as I took his cock in my fist. Our kiss broke away at the last moment as I settled over him, gripping his waist with my knees as I lowered onto his length.
My body, well foreplayed now, took him easier, but I still had to go slowly and ease into how well he stretched me. Shadow was still as I braced my hands on his chest, letting me set the pace as I raised and lowered my hips, taking more of him every time I sank down. Only when I took him completely did his hips roll underneath me, letting out a choked groan to the ceiling while his fingers dug into my thighs.
"Fuck, you feel so..."
Whatever he was going to say died on another moan as I dragged up his length and slowly sat back down.
"Move with me," I whispered, leaning down to kiss him. "Do what feels good."
His hands slid around my back, holding me to him as his hips surged up, hitting new depths that made me cry out into his mouth.
Shadow broke the kiss abruptly, his brows drawn tight with concern as he pulled nearly all the way out. "I don't want to hurt you."
"You're not," I rasped, earning another moan from him as I sank all the way down again. "Please don't stop. I want you so bad."
Still, he hesitated. "You'll tell me if I'm hurting you?"
"Yes, yes of course! But you're not, you feel so good." I kissed the scar cutting through his eyebrow, then his cheek, then his mouth. "I want you to feel good too."
"Just seeing you feels so good." His mouth skimmed to the edge of my jaw, pausing to kiss me there before moving on to my neck. "Holding you, having you, it feels too good to be true."
Through our kisses, our movements below the waist resumed. Shadow's light, roaming touch found its way to my ass, guiding me on his cock while he rose up to meet me from below. Our breaths and kisses were accented by soft slaps of flesh, his hands on my skin and the steady drag of his cock through me lighting my nerves on fire. I ended a kiss and sat upright, face toward the ceiling as I drove down harder, wanting to take him deeper.
My observant Shadow noticed the instant my pleasure started to build. His hand came between us, giving some extra friction to my clit as I rode him. I rocked hard against his hand, taking my fill of him as his other hand skimmed up my body, running over a breast and teasing my nipple as we crashed together.
"Oh fuck, I can feel you..."
I barely heard Shadow over my pleasure cresting, my pulse thundering in my ears and my scream reaching the rafters. He was so solid and hot inside me, pressing so thickly against my walls, they could barely squeeze around him in my orgasm.
I slumped against his chest, my skin now slick with sweat as my head rested over his heart.
