Page 176 of Debts and Desires
Unable to control it any longer, I tore off her bra and underwear before taking hold of her ankle and spreading her legs wide. I made my way down, settling my mouth between her thighs. My tongue ran up from the base of her seam, up to her clit, causing her back to arch off the bed. I did it again and again, drinking up every drop of her that my tongue could get. She was sweet, and so fucking delicious. It only served to further rile the beast inside of me, hungering to devour her whole. I was already going mad from the taste of her.
I made her come again, her voice bouncing off the walls, a beautiful symphony of my name through moans.
When she started grinding against me, chasing another release, I stopped, pulling away. She gave a frustrated moan, and I chuckled. Her hands tugged at me, attempting to pull me back. I obliged, only for a moment, before pulling away again. I needed to be inside her. I sat back on my haunches, looking her over.
My dick ached to be inside her, pulsating angrily and painfully for release. I gripped it, pumping a few times, coating it in the pre-cum that seeped through the tip.
She watched with wild eyes, mouth watering at the sight.The way she looked at me, possession in her own eyes, had my ego swelling.
“Please,” she whispered, voice raw. She was desperate for my touch, and my cock grew even harder knowing I could reduce her to a whimpering, writhing mess. And once more, I granted her silent request.
Slowly, I crawled up her body until we were face to face. I kissed her deeply, delighting in the warmth of her breath against my mouth and her sighs filling my ears.
Then I turned my attention to her neck, nipping at her earlobe and trailing open mouth kisses down her collarbone.
“So beautiful,” I growled. My words sent a shiver across her body.
As I aligned myself with her entrance, I watched as she bit her lip, waiting for me. I groaned, sinking into her in one go. The room filled with her small pants and whines at my sudden invasion. I kept her there for a moment, savoring the way she looked, unable to move. Her pussy clenched tightly and it almost undid me.
It had been months since we last had each other and I forgot just how perfect Emmy felt around me. The possessive demon clawed at the surface, begging me to claim her all over again. I was done fighting it.
For once, I would allow the darkness that coiled within me to take over, enjoy the act instead of restraining it. It was primal and animalistic, but I didn’t care anymore. I no longer hid behind the masks that protected the good parts of me. And when it felt like there wasn’t anything left of the good man I used to be, I lost the fight completely.
I slammed my hips forward, hard, fast, relentless, dragging cry after cry from Emmy’s lips as she arched into me. I gave in to every animal instinct I had. My movements were harsh in an attempt to force her to give me everything she could. My cock was aching as it went deeper into her with every thrust.
My hands gripped her hips tightly, driving home over and over until her little noises turned louder, more wild.
“You ever fuckin’ leave me again,” I gritted, thrusting harder as I spoke, releasing her hip to grab hold of her throat, my fingers squeezing. “I’ll hunt you to the ends of God’s green earth. And when I catch you, I’ll fuck you so hard that you won’t ever get away again.” She flailed in my grip, trying desperately to gain friction for her clit and it drove the creature mad. “And if that don’t work, I’ll fuck you so deep that you’re swollen with my babies over and over again. You. Are. Mine. Emogen. And I willneverlet you go again. You hear me?” I demanded, squeezing tighter, enjoying the way her eyes rolled into the back of her head.
“Yes!” she moaned.
“Good fuckin’ girl.” I held her there, my hips moving quicker now. Her thighs tightened around me, clinging onto me as she reached another peak, her pussy pulsing around my cock. I growled at the feel of her coming undone while I fucked her, the heat consuming me. With one final thrust, I spilled into her with a groan. My dick jerked, pumping load after load into her until I was spent. I released her throat and leaned down to kiss her again.
When I caught my breath, I pulled back, taking in the view of her beautiful body. Her skin seemed to have a slight glow to it, beyond the flush that I’d just added to it. Her breasts were rounder, fuller. She smiled at me tiredly, lips swollen from our kiss and my stubble. Her hair was a tangled, splayed mess and she had sweat covering her forehead. I couldn’t help it. I moved my mouth to her neck, kissing softly while whispering praises into her skin. I felt her giggle beneath me. My smile grew wide.
Finally, I pulled out, falling to the bed beside her. We faced one another, staring. I brushed some stray strands from her face. I stroked my thumb over her cheek. Her eyes fluttered.
“Sleep, baby,” I whispered.
I expected her to argue, to beg me to let her leave. Or perhaps tell me to fuck off because I’d tricked her into my bed again. But Emmy surprised me again by closing the gap between us and placing a kiss on my lips before snuggling into me and driftingoff to sleep. My arm found its way around her, my fingers absently caressing her skin.
This.
This was the most human I’d felt in weeks—despite letting that darkness out to play. I was grateful for it. My Buttercup was here. In my bed. Safe in my arms.
“I meant what I said. I’m never gonna let you go again.”
75. ON HIS KNEES
March 11
Igrumbled, rolling over and covering my head with the pillow. The scratching at the door started again.
“Mac,” I groaned. “Stop.” He didn’t. I sat up, my body aching in all the right places.
Carefully, I stood, stretching. I looked back at Carter, who was sleeping peacefully. I went to take a step toward the door when reality crashed into me.
Shit. Shit, shit, shit!
