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“I’m listening.”
“Sometimes life sucks.I was rejected by people who should have cared about me.Fucking strangers felt like a safe way to connect.I didn’t have to worry about being rejected again.But along the way it stopped working.I discovered that if there was no connection, I wasn’t interested.Sex isn’t enough anymore.I developed new needs.I don’t pretend to know what love is, but I need more intimacy.”
“I think you know all about love.You love Julie.You’re a loving person, and a lovable person.You just need to feel safe enough to trust again.I’m the same way.Eric let me down so many times, I was broken.I couldn’t let you get close until I trusted you.Do you trust me?”
“Yes.”
“Good, because I wouldn’t have invited you here if all I wanted to do was take pictures.”
“Thank God.Can we fuck now?”
Chapter Seven
Lee kissed me.He held me close and our kisses became deeper and more passionate.I moaned into his mouth, desperate for more.There was no thought of showing Lee how good I was.It was all about feeling, not thinking.It was so unlike me to be out of control, but I didn’t hide it.I wanted Lee to see the real Casey.
Lee led me to his bedroom.Whatever uncertainties we’d had were gone, lost to overwhelming desire.We undressed each other and tossed the clothes to the floor.Neither of us were concerned about being neat.This was the first time I’d seen Lee without his clothes and I was so turned on.His perfect cock got my juices flowing.It was crying out to be touched, and I couldn’t keep my hands off him.I wanted these feelings to last forever.
Lee ran a palm over my chest.Leaning forward, he teased a nipple with his tongue.When it hardened, he moved to the other one.“I want to make you feel good, Casey.”He pushed me toward the bed.
I lay down and stared up at the ceiling, thinking,This is finally happening.Gripping the sheets, I tried to make myself relax.I wanted to make this last.Lee leaned over me and grazed my earlobe with his lips.His breath was warm and he whispered softly in my ear, telling me how beautiful I was, how desirable.
He trailed little kisses over my jaw and down my throat.I turned my head to give him better access.He made me feel as if I was being dominated, and I loved it.Heat curled inside my belly and I whimpered.I felt embarrassed by my needy sounds, but they seemed to spur Lee on.
He bent over my chest and sucked on a nipple.I gasped and arched up toward his mouth as he rolled and twisted my other nipple.When he nipped at my swollen tits, I couldn’t help crying out.
Lee licked my tender flesh and trailed kisses down my chest and lower.Then he fisted my cock firmly and licked a drop of precum leaking from the slit.“Hmm.I love the way you taste.”
It wasn’t anything I hadn’t heard before, but it sounded different from Lee’s lips and nearly did me in.Then Lee took me in his mouth and started sucking.It felt so fucking good.Why didn’t it feel this way with anyone else?Then he slipped a hand between my legs and traced the crease of my ass and I couldn’t think at all.I was sure I couldn’t last much longer.My balls drew up, pulsed with urgency, and I came with a scream.I swear my eyes rolled back.
Lee sucked every last drop from my cock.When he finally lifted his head, I pulled him down on top of me.His lips covered mine, giving me a taste of my seed.Then we lay there for a few minutes, too limp to move.
“That was insane,” I said finally.
Lee lifted his head and frowned.“Is that a good thing?”
“Oh yeah.Fifteen on a scale of one to ten.”I stared into his eyes.“Now it’s your turn to come.Do you want to fuck me?”
“No.”
I frowned.“Tell me what you want?”
“I want to make love to you.”
Cupping his jaw, I kissed him.“I want that, too.”
“Good.I’m clean.You?”
“Yes.”
Lee reached for a bottle on the nightstand.
“What’s that?”
“Lube.I know you usually play top.I’m going to loosen you up.”
It was a delicious feeling to be the focus of his attention.Usually, I was the one doing the focusing.
Lee bent my legs so the soles of my feet were flat on the bed.He poured some lube in his hand, and pressed a slippery finger to my hole.I grunted and met his gaze.
