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My heart is jumping like crazy while Jess turns her confused expression on me. Sweat is lining my brow.I’m gonna be in so much trouble.
“Ryan…” Jess mutters, blinking over wide blue eyes. “Please tell me you didn’t…”
My mouth opens to respond, but it’s not going to be the answer she wants, so I physically can’t say anything.
“You didn’t!” She gasps, shoving me in the chest. “That video was supposed to be just for us! And now you’re telling me my husbands are porn stars?!”
“Amateurporn stars,” Tate corrects. “But with the right lighting, I think you guys could do great things.”
“How many times have you watched us fuck now, hm?” I hiss at Tate, trying desperately to keep my voice down, since there are people everywhere.
“Stop fucking for the whole world to see then!” He counters with a brow raise.
“Oh my God,” Jess huffs, half laughing, half mortified. “Pornhub, Ryan. Porn fucking Hub. I can’t…”
“What’s on Pornhub?”
All of our heads spring in the direction of Ben as he rounds the corner with Oliver and Hailey right behind him. He’s staring at me and Jess, waiting for us to answer him, but I’m just frozen solid.How much awkwardness can I endure in one day?? Jesus.
“Hm… This oughta be interesting.” Tate leans up against the wall, crossing his arms over his chest like he’s preparing for a show.
I can’t help but seethe at him silently before I turn back to my husband. I guess it’s time to come clean. And really, doing so in front of his daughter is the definition of an awful idea, but after the shitshow he forced me into outside earlier, I’d say we’re already past the point of no return.
“Okay, don’t be mad,” I breathe, placing a hand on Ben’s chest, “But I… kinda… sorta… put that, um,” my eyes dart to Hailey and my voice lowers, “Videowe made… up on Pornhub.”
Ben looks sufficiently shocked, and an, “Oh snap,” comes from Oliver, to which we all glare in his direction.
“Okay, I think this is our cue to go literally anywhere but here,” Hailey grumbles, grabbing the professor and tugging him away from what seems like a reality show he’s rather invested in.
“Please don’t lose respect for us, sweetie!” Jess calls after her, giving me a fiery look.
“I’m sorry…” Ben blinks. “You said you put that video… the one we made the other day… on the biggest online porn warehouse of all time?”
My blinking becomes rapid, my palms sweating as I nod. “It already has over twenty-thousand views.”
“Most of them were him,” Jess teases, nodding in Tate’s direction.
Ben turns to glare at Tate, “Can you make yourself scarce? This is a family matter.”
“Sure thing...” Tate murmurs, pushing off the wall to leave us, but not without first muttering, “Daddy.” And throwing Ben a wink.
Ben is seething. I canfeelit.
“I could strangle you to death for that reason alone!” He gestures in the direction Tate just went.
“Baby, I’msorry,” I mumble and move in closer, brushing his neck with my fingers in a shameless effort to distract him from his anger. “It’s just that it was so hot, and honestly… it’s kind of a fantasy of mine.”
“To make porn?” He growls, narrowing a bristling blue gaze at me.
“Amateur porn,” Jess grins.
He pins her with a look. “You’re not helping.”
“To do it with you…” I whisper. “I didn’t think anyone we knew would see it. Since, you know…”
“Uh, we know Tate!” Ben whisper-shouts. “He probably watches gay porn more than he eats!” I can’t help but giggle, covering it up with my fingers on my lips. “Not funny, troublemaker.”
“I’m sorry. I know I should have told you, but I just wanted to try it. I blurred our faces! Or at least, I tried to. I’m not great at that stuff, I’ll admit…”
