Page 271 of For the Fans
All of these charities are special and important to our community, and to survivors of abuse, and it thrills me to be able to give this money to people who need it; to people who are out there providing support, so hopefully, no one has to feel as scared and alone as I once did.
“It’s such a weight off my shoulders,” I murmur while Avi kisses my neck over and over. “It’s like I’m closing a door that’s been left open for so long…”
“I’m proud of you, baby,” he croons. “You’re such a strong, beautiful human.”
I chuckle. “I love you.”
“I love you more.” He lifts his head to lock our eyes. “And the offer still stands, by the way…” My lips quirk. “Any time you wanna go piss on that asshole’s grave, I’m down.”
Grasping his face, I kiss him hard while he giggles into my mouth.
I know he’s just teasing because he knows it makes me feel better. Or maybe he’s serious, who knows.
In fact, I’msurehe is.
If I told Avi I wanted to piss on the grave of the asshole who abused me, he wouldn’t even hesitate. He’d just hand me a jug of water and say, “Fill the tank, baby.”
Because that’s who he is. He’s my support system, my lifeline.
My stepbrother Ihated, turned porn co-star, turned friend, turned absolutely ridiculous, sexy, perfect love of my life.
He’s my savior, my first and my only.
From eagle wings to angel wings… he’s my Avi.
Dancing on the field of my heart.
Backwardz_Avi: My man is SLAYING. Welcome to Philly, baby! #FlyEaglesFly
MissBea21: So proud of you both<3
Zeb_for_Kween: Backwardz_Avi, OF friends & family discount! Hook a sister up!
The.Theo.Reeves: Not that I’m jealous… but stoppit
Sammy_Gutz: Yo Backwardz, show us the Eagle moves!
Frankie_Says_Relax: Backwardz_Avi I told you His_Baby wanted to kiss you ;)
6 Months Later…
Today is a very special occasion.
I’ve been planning and scheming for months, preparing to make this a night to remember. So far, everything is in place.
We just need one final ingredient…
The birthday boy.
It’s Kyran’s birthday, and I’ve managed to set up the best surprise partyeverfor him. After all, you only turn twenty once, and my boyfriend also happens to be playing for the NFL on his twentieth birthday.Not many people can say that.
We’ve been living in Philly for almost five months, though it feels like it’s been fivedays. The time is flying by because every day is crazy, but honestly… I love it.
Philadelphia is a great little city. It reminds me of Boston in a way. Nowhere near as big or loud or chaotic as New York, but still with plenty to do.And tons of real-ass mofos.
The NFL has kept Kyran super busy. He was fortunate enough to be drafted for training camp, so he was able to spend tons of time with his team, getting to know everyone and learning the ins and outs of the NFL.
His coach is… well, let’s just say he’s a widely known hard-ass. He’s a loud, pushy Italian guy from New York who brought the Eagles to the Super Bowl last season with his no-nonsense attitude and aggressive coaching style.
