Page 4 of For the Fans
I swallow down even more dry uncertainty. “And you do?”
She nods. “Yes. He’s really sweet and smart. And he has a boy your age…”
“Where did you even meet this guy?” I ask, still flabbergasted, but trying not to let it show. I don’t want to be acting like animmature idiot, but this is really throwing me off. “And how did I not notice you’ve been going out on all kinds of dates?”
“He brought his car into the dealership,” she tells me. “He asked me to lunch, and we ended up having lunch a few times. And then a couple dinners…”
“So when you said you were working late…” I mumble, piecing it all together.
“I’m so sorry I lied, Avi,” she whimpers, taking my hand between hers. “It’s just… this is all so new for me. You know I haven’t…” She pauses, her eyes falling to our hands. “I haven’t had a real relationship since your father.”
The way those words sting my chest feels like battery acid pumping through my veins.
My dad died when I was six. It’s been ten years, and my mom hasn’t had a meaningful relationship since. Thatsucks.
I don’t want her to be miserable. She’s still young, after all. Just because she lost the love of her life unexpectedly in a tragic accident, that shouldn’t mean she never gets to be with anyone else.
Granted, I knowliterallynothing about love. I’ve never even had a girlfriend… Unless you count Kelsey Lachlan in sixth grade, who I dated for three days. Or Taylor Nguyen, the girl I used to make out with on occasion back in Brooklyn. And I definitely don’t think I’d count them as anything relationship adjacent.
Really, it’s not that I don’twantto date, I just haven’t found anyone who’s swept me away…The wayTomapparently has to my mother.
“Oh, baby boy, I can see you spiraling,” Mom says, launching herself at me.
She grabs me in her arms and squeezes me tight, brushing her fingers through my hair. It reminds me of when I was little…
When we’dbothbe crying over the loss of my father.
“Mom, I’m not a child,” I grunt, wriggling out of her hold. “And I’m notfragile. I can handle you dating. I just wish you didn’t feel like you had to hide it from me…”
“I know, Av,” she squeaks. “You’re such a good son. That’s why I needed to tell you the truth.” She cups my jaw with her slender hand. “It’s just as strange for me to be feeling this way, I promise you.”
Nodding, I take one last heavy gulp, swallowing down my hesitations. It’s not the end of the world that my mom likes a guy. He’s just aguy. He’ll never be my father.
“So… you really like him?” I force a smile, and she grins.
I have to say, she looks years younger right now; illuminated by this new relationship. And not that I really want to dwell on these thoughts… but I guess it means thisTomperson must be important to her.
“I do, Av,” she breathes. “He’s really great. I can’t wait for you to meet him.” My eyes go wide again, and she chuckles. “When you’re ready, of course.”
I let out a slow breath.For Mom…
I can be happy for her. I’m sure I can manage… meeting this guy.
And when I do, he’ll have to pass my test. If he’s not good enough for her, then this will be a very different conversation.
Suddenly, something she said sticks out in my mind. “You said he has a son my age?”
She nods enthusiastically. “Yes! I haven’t met him yet. We were waiting to talk to you both first…”
This is something they’ve been planning??
“Mom… How long have you actually been seeing this guy?” I narrow my gaze at her.
She chews on her bottom lip for a second before answering. “It’s been about… two months.”
“Twomonths?!” My eyes are bulging all over again. “We’ve only been living here for three months! Jeez, I guess the sharks are circling the chum here in Boston…”
“Avi!” She glares.
