I’m burning in his sea of fire, but shaking as if I’m freezing. My logic has switched off, the way it always does when we’re close like this.
My beautiful villain… He thinks he loves me.
I think he does too.
So… shouldn’t it be me then…?
“Who… should be fucking me?” he asks again, pressing kiss after kiss on my neck until I’m so dizzy, I’m falling into him.
“M-me,” I tremble out the word, barely audibly.
“Hm? Sorry, I couldn’t hear you over how fast your heart is beating.” He grins on my flesh while playing with my fingers.
Grabbing his face fast, I rip him off my neck so I can see the skies in his eyes. “Me, Warren,” I growl, and he bites his lip. “I think it should be only me.”
He whimpers. “You know I’ve been waiting for you, baby…”
A ragged breath flees my lips, slipping between his. “I guess I was waiting for me, too.”
My fingers slide into his hair. My eyes close…
And I fucking kiss him, slow but hungry. Because I’mstarved,and I need to be fed.
There’s no other explanation, no excuse for this asinine behavior. I’ll never understand it… But maybe I’m not meant to.
All I know is that his bottom lip fitsperfectlybetween mine. His hands feel like bliss touching me everywhere. His moans sound like my favorite songs, and his tongue tastes like the sweetest thing I could ever have imagined before I tasted it.
In an instant, I’ve lost all semblance of reality and I’m kissing him ashardas I can. Deep, my tongue is pushing into his and he’s biting me and whining.
We’re moving… I guess we are, because we wind up in his bed, and he’s underneath me with his legs spreading and I’m panting because my cock is already so hard it’s almost painful.
It’s happening on its own—desire with a heartbeat. Frantic movements from greedy fingers. I’m sucking and biting on his mouth, trying to remember to breathe, but it’s difficult when I don’t want to stop for one-second. Ren’s body is scorching to the touch as I pull his shirt over his head, and he does the same to mine. Our chests bump together while we writhe and squirm, his nipples brushing mine.
God, it’seuphoric… Like the feeling of his big cock beneath mine.
“I want…” My broken thought fades off when I shove his pants and boxers down.
“Take it,” he purrs, kicking them off the rest of the way. “It’s yours. Everything I have is allyours, Lexington.”
My hands are shaking, face burning a deep flush from what we’re tumbling into. But I have to pull my face back for a moment, because he’s naked. He’s actually fullynakedunder me, with his dick, perfectlylongand hard, leaving a sticky mess on his abs.
Taking a breath to calm myself down, I push my pants off too.
Out of them, everything feels swimmy. I know we’ve been naked together before, but it’s never been like this. This isreal… This is him opening for me and my cock throbbing at the knowledge of where it wants to go.
Ren grabs my face and kisses my quivering lips. “You can be nervous… I like it.”
“I don’t want you to expect…” My voice trails and I gulp. “I just mean, it probably won’t be…”
“Baby, I’m gonna come if you keep acting all hot-boy virgin like this,” he says on a hoarse whimper. “You’re myweakness, Lex. You, just the way you are… my goddamn kryptonite.”
Shuddering, my dick aches as I reach between our bodies, curling my fist around us both. “I’ve wanted to do this for so long…”
“Mmm, I’m sure,” he groans, pushing his hips up to mine. “Losing your virginity is exciting…”
“No, I meanthis, specifically. With you,” I rumble, and he opens his eyes. “I wanna fuck you, Ren. I’ve wanted to fuck you for years, and I’ve never felt like that for anyone else before.”
He blinks his hooded gaze up at me, our chests moving in synchronized panting. “Are you being serious?”