“I hate the heat,” I tell him, nodding up the hall. “Come on. Shower’s—”
But something stops me outside Lena’s bedroom door.
I blink at it, remembering that weird dream I had.
Lena was… It looked like she was…
“So… no housekeeper, huh?” Jules looks around the mess of my trailer, making a face.
I swallow hard, fingers shaking as I reach for the doorknob.
Please… don’t be true.
Please, please…
Opening the door, I push it open. And I’m immediately hit with an awful smell, so strong I cough.
“Jesus… what is that??” Jules chokes.
Flies are buzzing all over the inside of the room.
My stomach is bunched up, fear clogging my throat as I peer inside the room.
“Oh my God…” Jules whimpers, covering his mouth.
It’s my sister.
Lying in her bed…. With a needle in her arm.
Dead.
She’s dead.
A choked sob escapes me. I immediately turn and throw up on the floor, heaving bile.
“F-fuck… Asa, oh my God…” Jules’s voice echoes.
I can’t hear anything.
Anything but the blood rushing in my skull, my heart thumping…
Proving that I’mawake.
“Hello?? 911??” Jules is speaking to someone, but I can’t look away from my sister’s dead body, gaunt features, skin loose and festering. “I need help! There’s a body… m-my boyfriend’s s-sister… Come quick!”
I’m in shock. I can’t move.
I’m not even breathing.
My fault.
It’s my fault.
I wasn’t awake…
I was asleep.
No sleep. Ever.