Page 266 of Phobia
“You’re trying to distract me,” he hums, then growls at my dick, like stone, flinching on his abs. He grabs my ass in his hands, holding me still. “So I won’t keep hounding you about the ashes…”
I pause and gulp.
Okay, that too.
My sister was cremated. We’re supposed to bring her ashes out into the forest and scatter them beneath the willow tree, but I’m hesitating.
“Just talk to me, baby,” he pleads. “Let me hear you…”
“I’m… nervous,” I huff, feeling childish and stupid. And tired…
Still so tired.
“About letting her go?” He asks. I peek at him, nodding. “I get that, Ace of Hearts.” He smirks, and I laugh. “There’s no rush at all, you know that. But I think it’d be good for you.”
I know he’s right… Of course he is.
But it doesn’t make it any less scary.
“Why are you always right?” I kiss his lips, flicking his piercing with my tongue. “You’re so smart… and sexy…” He rumbles, fingers slipping between my ass cheeks. “And hung.”
He laughs out loud, and my chest warms. “You’re a fiend for my dick, bad boy. It’s a little worrying.”
“Hey… You created this monster.”
We kiss for a few more minutes, really winding ourselves up. Then we sneak into the shower together, where he covers my mouth with his hand and fucks me from behind until I’m spilling all over the shower floor.
And just as he’s shooting his orgasm inside me, his mom starts yelling for him.
“Coming, Mom…” He grunts, and I’m laugh-moaning so hard I’m almost falling over.
Freshly showered and giving each other heart eyes, Mom tells us to get out of the house because we’re being too sappy.I know she’s right, but we just can’t help it.
And when I step outside, I pause, eyes widening.
My flamingies! They’re all in front of Jules’s trailer now!
“You brought them over??” I gasp, and he grins.
“I thought it might make you happy.”
I pout at him. “You nailed it, baby.”
He hugs me, and I rest my chin on his shoulder, coming to a conclusion.
“Let’s go,” I whisper.
“Go where?”
“Spread Lena’s ashes.”
Jules gapes at me, and I smile, kissing his cheek.
That’s it. No further discussion needed.
He’s onboard, always.
So we set off on foot, walking up the road and into the woods, chatting and laughing. I’m tired, yes, but I haven’t taken Adderall in a few days, so I’m feeling a little more human. Plus, Mom’s been feeding me well. I’m trying to get healthy.
