Page 44 of The Dark Fae Princess
“No!” I exclaim. “I will never leave you!” I don’t like that he still thinks this, especially now.
He sighs. “You’ll have to.”
“When I’m Queen, I will do whatever the fuck I want and you will be by my side as I do it,” I say vehemently.
He gives me a sad look. “It’s a nice thought.”
“Reality,” I spit out. “Do you think I would be here with you now if I thought this was just a fling?”
He thinks that over and it pisses me off.
He can see the anger light up my eyes and he kisses me, distracting me with that perfect tongue. “No,” he says, against my lips a moment later. “I don’t think that. Not now.”
Slightly appeased, but sure he is only saying that to make me happy, I try and forget it because I really want this over with now. The anticipation is killing me. He must pick up on that as he gets back down to business, kissing me all the way down to my pussy and then flicking his tongue over my clit.
“Oh!” I cry out as the sensation sends rockets of lust shooting through me.
“So sweet,” he says, before he sucks my clit into his mouth, making me come in a quick-fire burst of pure ecstasy.
“Shit!” I scream in surprise at the suddenness. “Again!”
He chuckles but doesn’t oblige me. Instead, he inserts a finger into me again. This time it feels easier, but I wince when he stretches me slightly. He flicks his tongue out to tease my clit again and then sucks it into his mouth as he continues to finger fuck me, making me so dripping wet, I know he can’t deny me when I ask him again.
“Make love to me now, please, Jerrick. I need you.”
He makes a noise that sounds like a half whimper-half groan. “Yes,” he breathes. “Now.”
I feel the spike of nervousness shoot through me, my stomach clenching, but I force myself to relax.
He rises up over me, his eyes boring into mine with a mix of such raw emotion, it makes me gasp as it hits me full on.
“I love you so much, Savvie. You have no idea how long I’ve wanted this. How much this means to me now.”
I reach out to cup his face, feeling this through my empathic power. It’s overwhelming in its intensity. “I love you too, Jerrick. This is right, perfect, just how it should be.”
He gives me an apologetic look and grabs hold of his cock. He guides it to my entrance, and I brace myself for entry. I feel him pressing against my barrier and then with a single thrust he is through, breaking it and making me grunt with the burn.
“I’m so sorry, Savvie. I’m so sorry,” he murmurs to me, but keeps burying himself inside me.
I wiggle underneath him as I try to make him fit more comfortably, but it’s not going to happen. He is so huge, I’m sure he has already filled me right up. But as he thrusts again and again, going from gentle to animalistic in the space of ten seconds, I gasp as the realization hits me that he is barely even inside me yet.
“Fuck!” His guttural groan as he presses on my hips, brings the dying spark of lust back to life. He is enjoying this, even if I’m not.
I hope that it is just this first time and I’m not going to turn out to be a woman who hates sex. As Jerrick pounds into me, I rationalize that I can’t hate sex if I love foreplay so much. Right? Is that right? I don’t really know, but I cling to it as I start to dry up and each thrust is like sandpaper on an open wound.
“I’m sorry,” Jerrick pants. He must feel how dried up I am.
“No, I’m sorry!” I wail at him, mortified that this is happening to me.
He freezes and opens his eyes, looking down at me in horror. “What are you sorry for?” he asks in bewilderment.
“I—I…” I can’t say the words. How does one say that they are sorry their vagina has dried up during sex and that they aren’t enjoying it?
“Oh, Princess,” he croons to me as realization dawns on his features. “You have no need to apologize and no need to feel guilty.”
“G-guilty?” I croak. He knows that too? Oh, the shame.
He kisses me over my heart. “I can feel it swamping you. Don’t feel that way. You have nothing to feel guilty over. I love you and I didn’t expect you to enjoy this the first time. I did warn you… Sorry!” he adds hastily. “That was stupid of me to say.”
