Page 71 of Captivated
“I’m flattered,” Bryna countered. With a laugh, she looked toward her husband. “Matthew, what have you brought me?”
“A young man who drove into a ditch and seems to want Morgana.”
Bryna’s eyes sharpened as she took another step toward Nash. “And do you? Want my daughter?”
“I... Yes, ma’am.”
A smile flirted around her lips. “And did she make you unhappy?”
“Yes— No.” He let out a heavy sigh. “I did that all by myself. Please, is she here?”
“Come inside.” Bryna gently took his arm. “I’ll fix your head, then send you to her.”
“If you could just—” He broke off when he saw a huge eye peering at him from the doorway. Douglas dropped his magnifying glass and stepped out of the shadows.
“Who the devil is this?”
“A friend of Morgana’s,” Bryna told him, nudging Nash inside.
“Ah. The girl’s acting odd,” Douglas said, giving Nash a hearty clap on the back. “Let me tell you.”
***
Morgana let the brisk, chill wind slap her face and sneak through the heavy knit of her sweater. It was so cleansing, so healing. In a few more days, she would be ready to go back and face reality again.
With a small, helpless sound, she sat on a rock. Here, alone, she could admit it. Had to admit it. She would never be healed. She would never be whole. She would go on and make a good life for herself and the child, because she was strong, because she was proud. But something would always be missing.
But she was through with tears, through with self-pity. Ireland had done that for her. She’d needed to come here, to walk this beach and remember that nothing, no matter how painful, lasts forever.
Except love.
Rising, she started back, watching the water spray on rocks. She would brew some tea, perhaps read Camilla’s tarot cards or listen to one of Padrick’s long, involved stories. Then she would tell them, as she should have told them all along, about the baby.
And, being her family, they would stand behind her.
How sorry she was that Nash would never experience that kind of union.
She sensed him before she saw him. But she thought her mind was playing tricks on her, teasing her because she was pretending to be so fearless. Very slowly, her pulse hammering in a hundred places, she turned.
He was coming down the beach, in long, hurried strides. The spray had showered his hair, and droplets of water were gleaming on it. His face was shadowed with a two-day beard, and there was a neat white bandage at his temple. And a look in his eyes that had her heart screaming into her throat.
In defense, she took a step back. The action stopped him cold.
She looked... The way she looked at him. Oh, her eyes were dry. There were no tears to tear up his gut. But there was a glint in them. As if—as if she was afraid of him. How much easier it would have been if she’d leapt at him, clawing and scratching and cursing.
“Morgana.”
Giddy, she pressed a hand over the secret she held inside. “What happened to you? You’re hurt?”
“It’s...” He touched his fingers to the bandage. “Nothing. Really. I had a car fall apart on me. Your mother put something on it. On my head, I mean.”
“My mother?” Her gaze flickered over his shoulder, toward the towers of the castle. “You’ve seen my mother?”
“And the rest of them.” He managed a quick smile. “They’re... something. Actually, I ditched the car a couple of miles from the castle. Literally. That’s how I met your father.” He knew he was babbling, but hecouldn’t stop. “Then they were taking me in the kitchen and pouring tea into me and... Hell, Morgana, I didn’t know where you were. I should have. You told me you came to Ireland to walk the beach. I should have known. I should have known a lot of things.”
She braced a hand on the rock for balance. She was deathly afraid she was about to have a new experience and faint at his feet. “You’ve come a long way,” she said dully.
“I would have been here sooner, but— Hey.” He jumped forward as she swayed. The shock came first, that she felt so frighteningly fragile in his arms.
