“Yes.” She folded her hands at her waist. “A witch, born to the craft. I don’t make poisoned apples or lure children into houses of gingerbread.”
“That’s supposed to relieve my mind?”
“Even I don’t have the power to do that. As I told you, all of us are responsible for our own destinies.” But she knew he held hers in his hands. “You have your choice to make.”
He struggled to get a grip on it, and simply couldn’t. “You needed time to tell me. Well, by God, I need time to figure out what to do about it.” He started to pace, then stopped dead. “Jessie. Jessie’s over at Morgana’s.”
Ana felt the crack in her heart widen. “Oh, yes, with my cousin the witch.” A single tear spilled over and ran down her cheek. “What do you think Morgana’s going to do? Cast a spell on her? Lock her in a tower?”
“I don’t know what to think. For Lord’s sake, I’ve found myself in the middle of a fairy tale! What am I supposed to think?”
“What you will,” Ana said wearily. “I can’t change what I am, and I wouldn’t. Not even for you. And I won’t stand here and have you look at me as if I were a freak.”
“I’m not—”
“Shall I tell you what you’re feeling?” she asked him as another tear fell. “Betrayed, angry, hurt. And suspicious of what I am, what I can do, or will do.”
“My feelings are my own business,” he shot back, shaken. “I don’t want you to get inside me that way.”
“I know. And if I were to step forward right now, reach out to you as a woman, you’d only back away. So I’ll save us both. Good night, Boone.”
When she walked off the deck, into the shadows, he couldn’t bring himself to call her back.
Chapter 12
“I guess you’re still a little dazed.” Nash lounged against the rail of Boone’s deck, enjoying a beer and the cool evening breeze.
“I was never alittledazed,” Boone told him. “Look, maybe I’m just a narrow-minded sort of guy, Nash, but finding out the lady next door is a witch kind of threw me off stride.”
“Especially when you’re in love with the lady next door.”
“Especially. I wouldn’t have believed it. Who would? But I saw what she did with Jessie. Then I started piecing other things together.” He laughed shortly. “Sometimes I still wake up in the middle of the night and think I dreamed the whole thing.” He walked over to the rail, leaning out toward the sound of water. “It shouldn’t be real. She shouldn’t be real.”
“Why not? Come on, Boone, it’s our business to stretch the envelope a little.”
“This blows the envelope wide-open,” Boone pointed out. “And what we do, we do for books, for movies. It’s entertainment, Nash, it’s not life.”
“It’s mine now.”
Boone blew out a breath. “I guess it is. But didn’t you … don’t you even question it, or worry about it?”
“Sure, I did. I thought she was pulling my leg until she tossed me up in the air and left me hanging there.” The memory made him grin, even as Boone shut his eyes. “Morgana’s not the subtle type. Once I realized the whole thing was on the level, it was wild, you know?”
“Wild,” Boone repeated.
“Yeah. I mean, I’ve spent most of my life making up stories about this kind of thing, and here I end up marrying an honest-to-goodness witch. Elfin blood and everything.”
“Elfin blood.” The term had Boone’s head reeling. “It doesn’t bother you?”
“Why should it bother me? It makes her who she is, and I love her. I have to admit I’m a little dubious about the kids. I mean, once they get going, I’ll be outnumbered.”
“The twins.” Boone had to force his mouth to close. “Are you telling me those babies are … will be …”
“A pretty sure bet. Come on, Boone, they aren’t going to grow warts and start to cackle. They just get a little something extra. Mel’s expecting, too. She just found out for sure. She’s the most down-to-earth lady I know. And she’s handling Sebastian as if she’s been around a psychic all her life.”
“So you’re saying, ‘Loosen, up, Boone. What’s your problem?’”
Nash dropped down onto the bench. “I know it’s not that easy.”