“At least you get to choose,” Knox said. “My future home will be chosen for me, thanks to the NFL draft.”
“A good problem to have,” Logan muttered.
“For sure,” Knox agreed. “As long as I’m healthy by draft time, knock on wood, I’ll make good money wherever I go.”
“Got any preferences?” I asked. “Or have you not thought that far ahead?”
Knox was quiet for a few moments while he considered the question. “Your comment about Florida rings true. I’d like to go somewhere warm. I’d be miserable playing in Buffalo or Green Bay. It’s tough to throw a football when your fingers are frozen solid.”
“Florida, California, Texas,” Logan mused.
“I would totally go to California,” I found myself saying. “Teaching all day, surfing in the afternoon, and being your sex toy at night.”
“I like the sound of that,” Knox said.
We all shared a chuckle, but then an awkward silence stretched. That’s when I realized what I was suggesting: that we continue our relationship after college. And since I would have another year of school after Knox graduated, we were talking abouttwo yearsinto the future.
Stupid tequila.
“Just talking hypothetically,” I said to cover my embarrassment. “Right now, based on my class load, I can barely think beyond the fall semester.”
“For sure,” Knox said, but I could tell he wasn’t sure how to react.
Logan cleared his throat like he was going to make a joke, but then said nothing.
Fortunately, I had a fool-proof way of defusing the situation: sex. We were already nude in bed, after all. I rolled over until I was on top of Knox and said in my most sultry voice, “You guys ready for round two yet?”
Knox’s smile was wicked. “I was ready five minutes ago.”
“I need a little more time,” Logan said, propping his head up with an arm. “But I’ll watch while you two get started.”
I kissed Knox slowly, seductively. I’d been waiting for this moment, waiting to suggest somethingnewwith them. I was still scared of how they might react, still damaged from how Troy had reacted the solitary time I’d suggested it to him, but that fear was small compared to the excitement that was shivering up my spine.
With Knox and Logan, I felt like I could be whoever I wanted to be without fear of judgment. That was the joy of a physical relationship.
“I have a surprise,” I said between kisses.
Knox’s hands came up and squeezed my ass, which was fitting considering what I was about to suggest. “A surprise?”
“Welovesurprises,” Logan chimed in.
“It’s okay if you’re not into it,” I said, grinding against Knox’s cock. It was already hard again, proving that he was indeed ready for round two.
“We’re into whatever you’re into,” Knox said.
I hoped that was true.
I pushed off Knox, relaxing back against the pillows at the head of the bed. “I need something from the bedside table. Top drawer.”
Logan was closest, so he rolled over and opened the drawer.
“The bottle,” I said. “Next to the washcloth.”
He picked up the bottle of lube, frowning at it, then at me. Knox blinked, a mixture of confusion and curiosity shining in those piercing green eyes.
Then I sucked on my index finger, coating it in saliva, dropping my hand between my legs… and went lower, sliding a finger into my ass.
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