She grabs a toy. A bullet vibe the size of an egg.
"You ever use one?" I ask.
"No."
"You never wanted to?"
"I thought… I guess I always thought I should be able to do it."
I shake my head.
"Or that he—"
"I know you fucked your ex."
She stares at me, her green eyes on fire. "I don't want to talk about other guys."
My balls tighten.
I need to buy this now.
I need to drag her back to the limo.
I need to fuck her senseless.
"It's a tool, same as any other." I place my body behind hers. "Try it."
She turns the toy over. Pushes theonbutton. Gasps as the device buzzes against her palm. "Are they all this strong?"
"Like this." I take her fingertip and press it to the silicone.
Her eyelids flutter closed. Her brow furrows and relaxes. Her expression gets far away. Dreamy.
She's imagining it against her clit.
It pushes my thoughts straight to the gutter.
"That's… Fuck." Her eyes blink open. She hands the toy to me.
I test it the way she did. Try a higher speed. A lower one. Different pulsing.
I need to use this on her.
Now.
"You like this one?" I breathe.
She nods. "I, um…" She tries to find the words to explain this, but she doesn't.
I don't have them either.
I wrap my arms around her waist.
Her heart beats against my chest. Her breath warms my ear. Her fingers curl into my stomach.
The fabric of my shirt.
Then beneath it.