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Joel
Bella is on the balcony,wrapped in ablanket.
She's bringing a mug of tea toherlips.
It's possible she's enjoying a peaceful morning, watching the wavesrollin.
But given all that tension in her shoulders lastnight…
I brush myteeth.
I pull on jeans and a t-shirt.
I fill the coffee maker with grounds and turniton.
She's still out there, looking forsomething.
I need inherhead.
I need to know what she'sthinking.
But I'mpatient.
Okay, that'sbullshit.
But I can get there.Forher.
I force myself to wait until the carafeisfull.
I fixamug.
I takeasip.
She's still sitting there, staring atthesky.
Okay, fuckpatience.
I need to know what's going throughhermind.
Before her dadgetshere.
That doesn't leavemuchtime.
I cross the room. My footsteps slow as I get closer to thebalcony.
Gently, I knock on the balcony's sliding glassdoor. "Hey."
"Hey." She turns toward me. Her brown eyes boreintomine.
She's asking forsomething.
But I'm not sure whatitis.
I pull the door open and take the chair nexttohers.
She brings her drink to her lips and takes a slow sip. Her eyes stay on the crashing waves. "This really is abeautifulview."