Even if that's how we got into thissituation.
If it even is asituation.
I hold Joel tightly and I breathehimin.
Just in case he'swrong.
Just in case this changeseverything.
The timerbeeps.
I jump backwards and press my ass against the counter. My fingers curl around the test. It's still face-down. I can't see whatitsays.
I can't bring myself to turnitover.
I look to Joel. "Youdoit."
He nods and takes the test from my hands. His eyes stay fixed on mine. His gaze stays steady.Reassuring.
He stares back at me.Are youready?
No. I nodanyway.
Slowly, he turns thetestover.
His expression stays steady.Reassuring.
I press my lips together. "Well, what does it say? Am Ipregnant?"