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I make a snap decision that I might live to regret but I don’t care in the moment.
“It’s okay, I’m on the pill and I’m clean, I have been with anyone since-” The look on Fin’s face stops me in my tracks.
“You…you haven’t. Fuck.” I watch as he lifts his hands to his hair and tugs while looking down at me like he wants to devour me.
“Fin, I…WHOA!” I shout as he suddenly thrusts into me.
His hands grab on to my hips and he lifts me slightly as he increases his tempo.
“Oh shit,” I groan out and he hits somewhere seriously deep inside me.
My ankles link up behind his back at the same time he grabs my wrists and holds them together in one hand above my head. We move together in perfect harmony, our bodies moulding together perfectly.
Fin moves his free hand down to my clit and the sensation of that combined with his cock has my back arching off the bed in pleasure.
“Come around my cock, Connie. I need to feel you,” he rumbles into my ear quietly. That combined with another flick of my clit has the desired effect and my muscles contract tightly around him as my orgasm rushes through me.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” Fin repeats in my ear before he moans loudly then latches on to my neck as he reaches his climax.
I can’t describe how I feel in that moment with Fin twitching and spilling himself inside me. I feel more content and at home that I think I ever have in my life. This is exactly where I’m meant to be.
The feeling is short lived though because all too soon Fin is pulling out of me and looking unsure of himself.
Present…
I’m pulled from my thoughts of that night as another wave of nausea washes over me. Thankfully my morning sickness has reduced so that it is just in the mornings now. I had no idea I was pregnant until I started throwing up at all times of the day. I first thought I had a stomach bug but when it didn’t stop after a couple of days I started to get suspicious. I was too scared to take a test and have it confirmed though. I just knew it was going to be a disaster with Fin and Ruben so I kept it secret from everyone and tried to pretend like everything was normal. I guess I was hoping for some inspiration as to how to deal with the whole thing, but of course that didn’t happen. All that I achieved was to hide the fact I felt and looked like shit from everyone so they didn’t start questioning me.
I drop down on to my knees and heave into the toilet while dreading going to work, the smell of coffee, yuck! I really need to come up with a plan for work if I’m having a baby.
Fin
I’ve been hard since thinking about Connie’s birthday night five years ago. That night was unbelievable, it was like we were making up for all the time we’d kept away from each other since that first time.
Five years ago…
That was the most amazing few minutes and the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. I pull out of Connie and get up off of the bed. I stand staring at her wondering what the hell I just did. I’ve spent the best part of five years trying to keep my distance from her and now I’ve gone and ruined the little bit of progress I had made trying to forget her. I’ve caved to my need for her and now I’m going to have to leave her again. I can tell by the way that she’s looking at me that it’s going to hurt her just as much as it’s going to hurt me when I walk away. There is no other choice though, Ruben won’t accept us, the Fosters are my family, this can’t happen.
“Fin?” she questions. I don’t answer though, just continue staring at her as if she might disappear at any moment. “You said that is for tonight only, right?”
I nod.
“Well, it’s still early so I suggest we make the most of it,” she says looking slightly embarrassed.
It’s all I need to hear. I reach out, grab her ankles and pull her down the bed. Once I can reach her hips I hold tightly and flip her over so she is on all fours. I waste no time in lining myself up and sliding slowly back into her. Feeling what I left of myself in her only a few minutes ago makes me want to punch my chest like a caveman. I allow myself to believe for a few moments that this amazing woman is mine. I can’t allow the feeling to take hold though because I know how much it’ll hurt once tonight is over and I know it’s not the case.
Some movement outside the bedroom door catches my attention but not enough to stop what I’m doing. Instead I gip Connie’s hips a little tighter so I can get even deeper inside of her. It obviously works because she lets out a load groan.
“Shhh, baby.”
She turns and looks back at me. The sight of her shining dark eyes and flushed cheeks makes my heart hurt a little. She holds my eye contact for a few seconds before reaching out to grab a pillow so she can shove her face in it.
Another noise from outside distracts me but I’m soon pulled back to the job in hand because Connie starts contracting around me and screaming what I can only presume is my name in to the pillow she has practically wrapped around her face.
“Connie…are you okay?” Ruben shouts through the door.
“Shit,” I hear her mutter as he lifts herself up. “Yeah.”
“Are you sure?”
