Page 22 of Connie
His touch ignites me, takes me to a high that I’ve only been able to achieve with him. Every time I’m with him I know I need to treasure it because there is a very good chance it could never happen again.
The second the wave of pleasure runs through my body I’m disappointed. I’m disappointed it’s over, it never lasts long enough. I need more.
I can’t believe my eyes when I pull them open to see Emma with her tongue down Ruben’s throat. I supress the need to cheer and whoop, instead I look away to give them some privacy. I glance over to a proud looking Fin and I feel my cheeks heat. I can’t believe I just let him do that with Ruben sitting mere feet away. Gone is the jealous look in his eye, overtaken by accomplishment and male ego!
I’m even more determined to make tonight the night when I head inside with Emma to get ready. I’m gonna knock him on his arse and take what I want tonight. He can try and fight it all he wants but there will only be one winner.
I should have expected the third degree from Emma about things between me and Fin. I know I should just tell her but there is something about us being a secret that I find so exciting. He’s forbidden fruit, yet I’ve taken a secret bite.
Emma looks stunning, I knew she would. What I am surprised by though is how shocked she looks. As she looks at herself in my mirror I see a sadness wash through her, it’s not the first time I’ve seen that look and I hate that she won’t confide in me. If I’m honest that’s another reason I haven’t told her about Fin. I know it’s childish but if she’s holding something back then why shouldn’t I?
I give my hair another ruffle and take one final look in the mirror. I have on the black cat suit I bought yesterday. It fits me like a second skin, Fin won’t be getting it off in a rush tonight, well not the bottom part anyway. The top, however, is only two loose bits of fabric that come from the low waist, up and over my boobs then tie behind my back. I’ve got a little tit tape to make sure my boobs stay hidden but other than that my top half is completely exposed. He is going to love it! I’ve teamed the catsuit with a bit of a rock chick look with messy hair, dark smoky eyes and fire engine red lips.
I walk out of my room with my head held high, I hope the confidence I give off matches the level that I feel in this moment. Fin and Ruben are already in the kitchen waiting for us. Ruben clocks me first and I have to swallow down a laugh at the look on his face when he takes in my outfit. My poor protective big brother, I do feel for him at times! Fin looks up a second later and I have to force myself to keep moving. The urge to stand still and let him get his fill when I see his eyes start to wander is strong but I mange to continue forward, swaying my hips from side to side as I do and go to put the empty Prosecco bottle on the kitchen worktop.
The Thai restaurant I booked for a meal tonight was amazing. I’d heard great things from customers about it but the food was out of this world. Once we were stuffed, we headed down the street to a new cocktail bar.
“Has he taken his eyes off her yet?” Fin whispers to me as we follow Ruben and Emma.
“Ha, no I don’t think so. I didn’t think I’d ever see the day but it’s so lovely to see. Maybe I will be an auntie one day after all.”
“I’m so glad he’s distracted. It means he won’t see this,” he growls in my ear before putting his lips to the sensitive skin on my neck and sucking. My steps falter but he puts his arm around my waist to keep me up. “I can’t get enough of you, baby.”
I groan my agreement to that statement.
Making Fin jealous shouldn’t bring me such pleasure, but it does. As soon as we stepped foot in the club a couple of my old school friends spotted me and pulled me on to the dance floor. Jay pulls me over to him and we dance together while Mark corners Emma, much to Ruben annoyance. I watch in amusement as Ruben begins to sulk more and more about being ignored before he disappears to prop up the bar instead.
Fin, although had been watching me with a wicked glint in his eye all night, has now got two girls I recognise gyrating against him. I’m trying not to let it effect me but I can feel the jealousy bubbling inside me. Much like I did last weekend when I found him with two naked girls in our living room. I stayed hidden away while all the activities were going on for fear of seeing Ruben doing something I should never see. Unfortunately it wouldn’t be the first time. But once it all went quiet and I ventured out to make use of the bathroom I couldn’t help but peek into the room. What I found made my stomach drop. Fin was led out stark naked on the sofa with a girl on each side of him. How they all managed to fit on there was beyond me.
“How fucking dare you,” I muttered under my breath before storming in and pulling each girl off. Fin must have been trashed because he didn’t even stir as I kicked out the pair of hussies.
I was jealous, seriously jealous. I’d missed, and hated, him for six months. He reappears and tells me that he’s missed me too and looks at me like he does then he goes and pulls a stunt like that. What baffles me the most is that if he had woken up and told me he wanted me I would have fallen into his arms. Pathetic, I know.
I watch his eyes flick over to me, I see them heat the longer our eye contact holds and I’m relieved, he hasn’t forgotten me. Excitement fills my insides and I twitch the corner of my mouth at him before dropping my eyes to his lips when he slowly runs his tongue along them. Fuck, I want his lips on me.
It’s not long later that Emma whisper-shouts in my ear that she’s going to the toilet. I’m way too interested in keeping Fin’s attention on me to go with her. Ever since our eye contact he keeps looking over. I’ve made every effort I can to make it look like I want Jay without making Jay think that I actually do. I think I’m just about pulling it off.
Fin
I’m just about ready to rip that guys fucking head off. He’s touching her way too much for my liking. Watching them together is making me feel murderous. If it wasn’t obvious before it now really is that six months away from this girl did nothing to help my obsession. I need her more than ever. Especially after earlier.
I shouldn’t have touched her, I knew that, but her body. Fuck, it just calls to me.
When we turned up and she was topless I thought all my Christmases had come at once. I had to really restrain myself from walking straight up to her, taking them in my hands and kissing the life out of her. I was achingly aware that Ruben was probably watching my every move from behind me though. That thought sobered my raging emotions and hormones enough to control myself.
When we got into that bubbly Jacuzzi it all became too much, my hands had been happily wandering around her kick arse body while we were messing about in the pool but that was no where near enough for me. I needed more and it was time to take it. Thankfully Emma caused enough of a scene to distract Ruben away from what we were doing. It meant I could give her, or her pussy to be more precise, my full attention.
My dick was rock hard from the second I thought about what I wanted to do. It’s craving her like never before. As I ran my hand down her stomach and into her bikini bottoms my dick started weeping, craving it was there instead of my fingers.
My cock’s been like steel ever since. Wanking off in Ruben’s shower did nothing, one thought of her had it popping back up instantly. Then I got a look at what she was wearing for the night and I knew I was in for a world of pain.
I can’t help but continue watching her dance with the pansy she’s wrapped around. I want to snap his scrawny little neck for touching her. To be fair though he isn’t touching her as much as I would be if she were dancing like that against my body. I watch as he leans down to whisper something in her ear. She glances over at me before saying something back. To my horror I then watch him put his arm around her shoulder and they begin walking off.
I look around the club, just in case. Ruben disappeared ages ago after Emma. I have since seen her run out of the club like she was being chased by an axe murderer followed not long later by a fraught looking Ruben. I can only imagine what went down.
I’m torn between wanting to laugh at his pussy whipped state and being pissed off. I know it’s childish but I don’t want to lose him to a woman, I don’t want our easy lifestyle changing. Everything else in my life has always been hard work so to be able to chill out with my best mate, go on the pull together knowing we were only looking for a quick shag and nothing more was just what I needed.
If Ruben settles down with this Emma, where will it leave me? Am I going to be jealous and want the same? Only problem with that is that I know the person I’m going to want it with is the one person I never should have touched all those years ago let alone still want now.
