Page 62 of Molly: Part One
“Yeah, sounds good.”
We walk to the closest coffee shop discussing the different moves we learnt tonight.
“So how are you finding it with Ryan gone?” she asks me as we settle on to a sofa with our coffees.”
“I hate it. I miss him so much. Our time apart was meant to sort our heads out to stop the attraction that has appeared between us but I can’t stop thinking about him.”
“Oh, that good! What about Adam, how’s it going there?”
I explain everything about how lovely he is but how he’s just not doing it for me.
We chat for another hour, well when I say chat I mean me listening to Megan about how I need to just chill out and go for it, see where this thing with Ryan could take me. I tell her many times that I don’t want to ruin our friendship but she won’t accept it.
When I get home I run myself a bath and pour in loads of my favourite relaxing bubble bath in the hope it will make me ache less in the morning. I just get in and comfortable when my phone rings. I lean over to dry my hands and grab it. I groan when I see it’s actually Ryan FaceTiming me. I move myself so I’m on my front and balance my phone on the towel on the toilet, I make sure I’m covered in bubbles before I answer.
“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” Ryan says as soon as I answer. “I don’t see you for almost a week and when I do your naked in the bath.”
“Hi, nice to see you too. How’s Cardiff?”
“Yeah it’s not bad, they talk funny though!”
“Yeah, I would guess so seeing as it’s in Wales you muppet! So what you been up to?”
“Liv showed us round the place yesterday but she has to work this week so Abbi and I just chilled out at her place today then had a takeaway when she got home. What about you?”
“Just worked really, we’ve had so much come in. Jax hasn’t really been with it, something is bothering him but he won’t talk to me about it. I went out with Adam again on Saturday night. He took me for a meal and to the cinema, which was nice. Megan and I went to our dance class tonight, hence the bath. Anything to stop it hurting so much in the morning.”
“You know I did a massage course when I was at uni, I’m sure I could work wonders on your body,” Ryan mentions suggestively, I watch his eyes darken as he thinks about it. I guess his time away from me has been as effective as mine away from him. The idea of having his hands all over my body has me squeezing my thighs together to try to stop my clit throbbing.
“Uh…I think the bath should do it, thanks though.”
“Well if you change your mind, I’m more than willing.”
“Yeah, I bet you are.”
We chat for a few more minutes about what we’ve been up to.
“Do you know what day your going to be home yet?”
“No, we haven’t made any decisions. But I’m thinking Friday.”
“Okay, well let me know. Enjoy the rest of your week.”
“Yeah you too. Speak soon, love you molls,” he says then hangs up.
Love you too I mutter to myself.
I lie back in the bath and get comfortable again. Between my legs is still pounding and thinking about that massage only makes it worse. It’s been too long since I had an orgasm I think to myself while sliding my hand down my stomach to the place that’s causing me grief. I rest my head back while my fingers get to work. I can’t help my mind going back to that kiss in the office and letting my imagination run wild as to what could have happened next. I come with his name rolling off my tongue.
Fuck, I’ve got it bad. This time away has done nothing to lesson how I feel about him. If I’m honest with myself I think my feelings are getting stronger.
I put my phone back down on my desk, I’ve been trying to get hold of Emma all week but my calls just go straight to voicemail. It’s really starting to piss me off.
Jax went home early yesterday because he had a migraine, that’s obviously what has been bothering him this week. He rang this morning to say he’ll be in later this afternoon.
I hear the front door slam shut just after one o’clock then his feet pounding up the stairs. When he appears at the top he looks livid.
“Jax, what’s wrong? I say rushing over to him.
