Page 66 of Molly: Part One
“Uh…” Before I can say anything further I hear footsteps and laughter heading our way so I just shut up and sip my beer.
Dinner was seriously awkward. Molly sat next to me and Abbi and Jax were opposite. It was like we had front row seats to their foreplay. The sexual tension coming off them was making me very uncomfortable. I was so tense, I know Molly could tell because she kept looking at me. I’m sure she thought she would see steam coming from my ears at some point.
When we finished eating she placed her hand on my thigh making me jump. Not because of the action but because of the shock waves it caused through my body. She announced that she wanted me to look at something to excuse us from the table. I don’t know why she bothered really, I doubt they even noticed we’d left.
I followed her down to her room and listened to her try to relax me about the situation with my sister and Jax. She told me how he has been royally screwed over by Lucy, or whatever her name actually is. I feel sorry for the guy, no one deserves that but I still can’t find it in me to like him. I don’t know why though.
Molly surprised me when she suddenly announced how much she had missed me and wrapped her arms around my waist tightly. Having her body against mine had my dick hardening instantly. I put my arms around her and nuzzled my nose in to her hair. God, I’ve missed her, I breathed in through my nose and took in her usual scent. Her hair smells of toffee from her shampoo and her skin like sweet vanilla. She smells like home to me.
If it wasn’t clear from my reaction when I first arrived home it is now really obvious that my time away from her hasn’t dampened my feelings at all. I really don’t know what to do about it. I want her so bad but she is still pulling the we are just friends card. I’m pretty sure she’s lying to herself but I don’t know what I have to do to make her throw caution to the wind and give us a go. But I do know that I won’t be giving up on the idea of us anytime soon. She will cave to her feelings and the chemistry between us eventually. I just need to be patient. That is easier said than done though when she is wrapped in my arms and if my brain and heart think it’s hard they need to speak to my dick!
We eventually re-joined Abbi and Jax upstairs again after a quick catch up. The four if us stayed up till the early hours chatting away. I had to endure watching Abbi and Jax get closer and closer and the bodily contact slowly increase as the night went on and the drinks went down.
They are once again deep in their own conversation when I see Molly nodding her head toward the door. She gets up and I follow her over to the stairwell.
“Ryan, you need to chill out and let them enjoy this. Imagine if it was the other way around and you found someone you had that kind of chemistry with.”
I have to bite my tongue to stop me saying something I could regret because the person I have that chemistry with is standing right in front of me. I do notice her cheeks redden a little like she realised what she just said and is having the same thoughts. At least I hope that is the reason.
“Would you want your sister ruining it for you?” I just look down at my feet. “No, I didn’t think so. Now let’s go to bed and leave them to figure out what is between them, alone.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re right. I don’t like it but you’re right. Let’s go to bed. Yours or mine?” I ask cheekily flashing her a cocky smile.
“How about you go to yours and I go to mine?” she says with a raised eyebrow.
“If you insist.”
“I do. Night Ryan. I’m glad your back.”
She gives me a kiss on the cheek and I watch her walk down the stairs to her room. I watch until she turns the corner and whisper the words I so desperately want to tell her. “I love you.”
I’ve been laying here for an hour, thoughts of Molly are running around my mind and I can hear laughter coming from downstairs. I dread to think what is happening on my sofa but I’m trying to take Molly’s advice and be cool with it.
I wake up with the sun streaming through the crack in the curtains and a raging hard on from the dream I was in the middle of having about Molly. I can’t help but feel total disappointment that it was just a dream. The thought of me coming home yesterday and being ravaged by her as I stepped through the door was much better than the reality.
I drag my sorry arse out of bed, jump in the shower and set about relieving myself with thoughts of my very vivid dream still in my head. It doesn’t take very long before I’m shooting my load over the tiles, I don’t feel any better for it though. My hand just isn’t doing it for me these days.
I throw on some clothes after drying off and I’m making my way downstairs when I stop at the sound of Molly's voice. “You two might want to move before Ryan gets down here. He’s having a hard enough time already with what’s going on with you two, he doesn’t need to see it first hand.”
I groan to myself and scrub my hands across my face. What the fuck am I about to walk in to?
I take a deep breath then finish my descent and enter the living area. When I look up I see Jax pulling up his jeans and Abbi doing up her shirt. They both look guilty as sin.
“Ugh my eyes!” I grumble as I walk past them towards Molly who instantly distracts me from the half dressed couple in my living room. She has on skin-tight white jeans and a black crop top showing off her toned stomach.
“Wow, Molly. Those dance classes are doing wonders for your curves.” I have to say something she looks too hot not to.
I hear Jax laugh then cough to try to hide it. I don’t think anything of it because my sister is probably doing something inappropriate behind my back. I run my eyes up and down Molly’s body again, I can feel my temperature rising and my heartbeat picking up.
“Ryan,” she warns in a low voice. “Don’t.”
I can’t help feeling totally disappointed like I did when I woke up.
“So,” she announces loudly to everyone. “We are all going out tonight. I’ve text Megan and James, Shane and Chris and they are all up for it. Oh and Adam of course.”
Oh fucking brilliant I get to meet Adam and potentially watch Molly be all over him.
“I’m not sure I’m up for it, what with school starting next week and all,” I try to sound convincing.
