Page 14 of Lilly
“Scars are beautiful, Lilly. They show who you are, your strength, they tell your story. But more than anything, they show that you are a survivor, no matter how you gotit.”
I feel myself tear up at his words. I so badly want to believe that my scar is all of those things, but all I see when I look at it is everything Ilost.
Lucas can obviously see that I’m close to stopping this, because he stands up and drops his trousers. The first thing I see is the huge—and I mean huge—bulge in his boxers. I’m not sure whether I should be scared or excited by that, but soon my eyes drop to another scar that runs almost the length of his thigh. My breath catches for a very different reason, because it looks pretty nasty. That definitely wasn’t done insurgery.
“You’ve seen mine. Now it’s yourturn.”
Lucas drops to his knees after kicking his shoes, socks and trousers off, then slowly runs his hands from my ankles up to my thighs. He stops for a second when he grabs the fabric again, but this time I don’t stop him. I sit up when he has it over my arse and lift my arms so he can pull the dress off. He throws it over his shoulder, but his eyes don’t move frommine.
After a few more seconds, I have to break my connection with him. It’s too strong, too confusing, so I shut my eyes and allow him to look at me. I hear his intake of breath when he sees it. My eyes fly open and I go to sit but I’m stopped with hands on myshoulders.
“You’re beautiful, Lilly,” he whispers before I feel his lips kiss across my scar. He doesn’t stop at the bottom though, he keeps going until he is kissing my mound through the thin fabric of my knickers. He nudges my knees apart with his shoulders before I feel him run his tongue over me. I shudder at the unfamiliar sensation. It’s been so long, I’d forgotten how it felt. I soon feel the fabric brushing my thighs as he pulls them off, and then his hot mouth is on me. Taylor’s words from when I was getting dressed briefly bubble up to the surface, about me not doing any maintenance down there, but the feel of Lucas’ tongue against my clit forces themaway.
Lucas slides two fingers inside me, and it’s all I need after months of nothing. I fall head first into the most intense orgasm I think I’ve experienced. I’m aware of noise around me, but it’s not until I come back to earth that I realise it was me shouting. Wow, that wasgood.
I feel the mattress dip either side of me, forcing my eyes to open. When I do, I’m looking up into the smug face of LucasDalton.
“Good?” he asks, his smirk only growing with thequestion.
“Hmm, it wasokay.”
Clearly that wasn’t what he wanted to hear, because his hands come under my armpits and he practically throws me up towards the headboard before settling himself between mythighs.
“Condom?” he asks before doing anything else. I just shake my head at him and he smiles down at me. “Second time lucky then,” he says before thrusting intome.
I cry out at the alien sensation that takes over my entire body. Thankfully, he takes it slow for a bit, allowing me to adjust to his size and giving my body time to remember what todo.
