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“Yeah, everything’s fine. Occupancy rates are higher than ever. I’m actually on the look-out for a new one. I know we’ve only had Cheltenham a few months, but I really want to push on. Now I’ve got the right staff and systems in place, it’s practically running itself. There’s no real need for me to bethere.”
“You work too hard. Why don’t you have some time off? Go travelling or something, blow off some steam for awhile.”
I hate that when my mum mentions blowing off steam, the only image that pops up in my head is one of Lilly in bed last night. Fuck’ssake.
“Lucas?” she prompts. “You’re worryingme.”
“It’s nothing, Mum. I’mfine.”
“Oh my goodness,” she gasps. “It’s a woman, isn’tit?”
“No, Mum,” I lie. She sees it though, because I can’t meet hergaze.
“Oh, at last! Do you have any idea how long I’ve been waiting forthis?”
“Yes, I have an idea,” I mutter, thinking of all the times it’s been brought up. How she wants me to find someone to settle down with, get married, have babies. I’ve even seen pictures of possible hats beforenow.
“Oh, tell me all about her. I bet she’s beautiful, and smart. Oh, I just can’t wait to meether.”
I just about manage to hold in my groan at her excitement. “Mum…” I start, not really sure where I’m going with this. “Yes, okay, maybe I met someone, but I’ve already fucked it up, so calm down. I’ve told you before that none of that stuff is going to be happening, and you knowwhy.”
“Oh Lucas, you can fix it. Whatever it is you’ve done. If she means enough to you that she’s affected you, then she’s worth it. And watch your language, youngman.”
I can’t help but smile at her. How she’s not used to my foul mouth by now, God onlyknows.
I apologise as I always do, and make my excuses about beingbusy.
I don’t go back to the hotel until I know Lilly’s gone. I think it’s best for both of us if we stay out of each other’s way. I’m too drawn to her, and she seems too intent on running in the oppositedirection.
