Page 53 of Finding Romance
“Can we…” I trail off unsure of how to ask him this question.
He presses a finger under my chin and I look back into his eyes. “I’ve been taking the pill for a year or so because of my cramps.”
“What do you want, baby? Use your words and tell me. Tonight is all about me making you feel good,” he coaxes.
“No…barriers,” I say.
“Shit, I…OK. I’ve only done that a few other times with my last girlfriend,” he explains.
I nod and relax a little. “Good, then it puts us more on equal footing since it’ll be sort of a newish thing for both of us.”
He pushes a strand of hair back behind my ear and follows the path of his finger with his lips. “You make me feel like everything is new all the time, Piper. I’m not sure I actually saw the world before I met you.”
I moan as he sucks lightly on my neck, my head tipping to the side to give him more access. He grips my ass and I start moving against him. The water sloshes against the sides of the tub. I’m only half aware of the mess I’m making as the waves reach over the edge and water hits the floor.
All of a sudden, he stands and I squeal, wrapping my legs around his waist.
He grabs two towels and uses one to dry us off and the other he lays across the bed after he yanks the comforter down. I slide down his body and he finishes making sure I’m dry everywhere but between my legs.
Stepping back, he looks at me. His face is a myriad of emotions. I shiver under his gaze and he motions for me to get in bed. Then he pushes a pillow under the towel and settles my ass on top of it. I’m elevated slightly and feel so exposed. He’s kneeling between my legs and I wonder if this is it. Am I about to lose my virginity?
“Not yet, baby. Let me get you ready,” he says in a low gravelly voice as he leans down and pushes my legs further apart, making room for him to lie down. His face is mere inches away from an area no man has ever explored before.
“Close your eyes and just feel,” he encourages. The second my eyes are closed, I feel him run a single finger between my folds, separating them with each stroke. The way his finger easily glides along my most sensitive skin tells me how wet I am.
But apparently, I’m not wet enough because, after a few moments, he slides his finger inside me to the second knuckle, and his tongue presses to my clit. I nearly leap off the bed from the intensity of it.
“Relax,” he coos as he sucks on my clit while pumping his finger slowly in and out of me. How is he so good at that? I start to contemplate the answer to that but then he flicks his tongue over that bundle of nerves and I lose track of my thoughts.
I feel myself relaxing and my legs begin to fall open as his tongue goes from my clit to my entrance and back again. After a few minutes, I’m pretty sure I’m dying. I need him inside me now. I squirm and he shooshes me.
I feel a second finger push inside me. I feel so full as he pumps deeper.
I start to grind against him, needing more, wanting more. I’m so wet that it makes a noise as he licks and sucks me. I want to be mortified, but I don’t care. I’m so needy that all I can think about is Kasen being inside me. He tries for a third finger and I reach down.
“Too full,” I groan as I grip his hand. His tongue licks through my fingers to reach my clit, and fuck, that was hot.
“You need me to loosen you up. I want this to be good for you,” he explains as he pushes my legs wider apart with one hand while continuing to suck and lick and push his third finger into me. His fingers can barely move and it burns a little. I feel his saliva as he spits on his fingers and pushes them a little deeper.
I close my eyes and whimper when he pulls his fingers from me and gives me a final lick that ends with his tongue inside me.
“Please,” I beg, not even sure what I’m begging for.
He kneels and I feel him run the head of his dick up and down my wetness until he’s sliding through my inner folds and then it gets lodged at my opening. I squirm, trying to force him inside.
“Slow,” he murmurs and I feel his hand guiding him inside a little bit at a time, in and out, inch by inch until he slides all the way inside causing a burning sensation. He keeps himself suspended above me with one hand. And I watch him as he looks at where we’re joined.
“Fuck, you have no idea how hot you look wrapped around my cock, baby,” he says.
Dirty talk. This is what it’s like. And I think I’m a huge fan.
“Please, move,” I plead as I squirm beneath him. It didn’t hurt like in the movies, it’s just uncomfortable. He’s so big and I’m not sure how this will work.
“You OK?” he asks as he looks at me.
I nod. “Yes, please move.”
He starts slow, and I thrust up to meet him. We find a rhythm and he grabs my ankles and spreads my legs farther apart, completely controlling me.
