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I can’t seem to help myself as I continue.“But my cock is grinding into your ass again and there’s no way I’m giving that up if you don’t want me to.” He slowly shakes his head no as he shifts his hips back to meet my movements. Even as a teenager, I don’t think I’ve ever been this close to finishing just from rutting into someone, but that's definitely where this is headed. I have absolutely no intention of stopping my building orgasm, and I don’t think I could try even if I wanted to.

I rub my thumb over his angry-looking purple tip, smearing the precum that’s leaking, and he lets out more of those intoxicating moans as he relaxes his head back further, drawing myattention to the sharp line of his stubble-covered jaw. Without really thinking, I leave a sloppy wet kiss there, licking and nipping up the exposed slope of his neck. He seems to have given up on trying to hold back his sounds of pleasure, and he’s picking up speed as he rocks his hips forward into my tight grip and back into my hard cock

“Fuck, Oak, why does this feel so good?” he asks desperately.

“I am pretty great, right?” I joke, earning another huffed “brat” from Parker. “I don’t know why,” I reply honestly this time, exhaling against his neck. “But I’m close, are you?”

He nods again in response, panting, like words would be too difficult right now. He gives a couple more thrusts before I feel his dick twitch in my grip and I hurry to watch over his shoulder as thick ropes of his cum cover his chest. The sight of his release sends me barreling over the edge as well, the buzz of pleasure that had been building at the base of my spine quickly spreading throughout my whole body as I grind my cock into him. I continue to work him through his orgasm, spreading his release over his shaft as it coats my hand. I wish that I had taken the time to strip as well, so that I could have painted his ass with my cum instead of ruining my underwear.

Okay slow down.That might be a little intense for whatever the fuck this taunting hookup was.

Because that’s what this was. A hookup.

I just hooked up with my best friend.

When we’re both supposedly straight. I’m definitelynotstraight, but I don’t think Parker knew that.

Nope.That’s way too much for my brain to process right now after I just came that hard.I’m going to enjoy the aftereffects of my orgasm.

Eventually, when I’ve come down a little bit from the high, I remove my hand from his cock. It’s covered in his release, but we’ve already gone this far, so I internally shrug andsubtly lick it clean. I don’t think Park even notices. I’m not sure what I was expecting it to taste like, but the salty flavor isn’t bad, and knowing that it’s Parker’s cum sends another jolt of arousal through me.

I’m not ready to let go of him, so I wrap my arm back around his waist and pull him in close. I don’t care that we’re both covered in cum. I just want to hold him and fall back asleep.

This moment feels perfect. Just the two of us, relaxed and sated in each other's arms.

I have no idea what Parker’s thinking about right now, and I’m definitely afraid to ask, but I really hope he isn’t freaking out. I know I should probably admit how much I enjoyed that, how much I enjoyed kissing him, and jerking off together when those things happened over the last few months, too.

Parker is my favorite person in the world, and I am far too attracted to him to keep pretending like it doesn’t mean anything. I don’t knowwhatit will mean for us going forward, but this did mean something to me, and it definitely made me happy.

So I’ll try to ignore all of the questions that are vying for my focus, and enjoy this moment for what it is as I give into my fatigue and drift back asleep, wrapped around the person who matters to me more than anyone else ever could.

20

PARKER

October

I’m still kind of in shock over what just happened.

I can’t believe that Oakley and I…hooked up?I don’t know how else to label it. He almost immediately fell asleep, still wrapped around me while my mind spins with questions of if that was real and what it meant.

Hewas the one who offered to get me off while he humped my ass like a horny teenager until we were both covered in cum. He seemed so fucking confident, taunting me with all of his bratty dirty talk. He barely even hesitated to touch me, like it was no big deal that my best friend who I’ve always thought was straight was suddenly giving me the best handjob of my life.

I’d accepted that I’m attracted to him, that I have feelings for my best friend, but that nothing could ever come of that. Now, though, I feel like everything I had previously known to be true, no longer is.

Was it really just a friendly offering while we were both horny? It felt like more, but I don’t know if I’m reading into things and letting my own hope distort my perception. Still, if hewas so quick to hook up, could there be a chance that he’s attracted to me too? Is he bi? Maybe the kiss, and our other encounters, have him questioning his sexuality, and I’m a safe person to experiment with.

That would be fine with me.

Until he decides to move on.

Fuck.I don’t know what is going on between us, but I know that I care way too much about Oakley for anything we do to feel casual.

Still, if this is my only opportunity to experience this kind of attraction, I don’t want to pass it up in some attempt to protect my feelings. I’ll take whatever Oakley offers if he ever does again and deal with the consequences later.

But I won’t let anything ruin our friendship.

I’ve always expected him to end up married and to no longer live with me eventually, and this doesn’t change that. It just might make the time that I have left as his roommate a little more interesting if he wants to do it again.