Page 54 of Accidentally Falling For My Best Friend
“Do you have condoms in here?” I scramble to remember how to function while I’m wrapping my mind around what’s about to happen.
“Nightstand.”
I open his nightstand drawer and see the double XL condoms in there. “These aren’t going to fit me,” I say with a desperate laugh. “Don’t move.”
I’m already running from the room to my own, ignoring my swinging dick as I go. I almost rip out the entire drawer from my nightstand with how quickly I try to open it and grab a handful of condoms, just in case.
Thankfully, Parker is right where I left him. I pull the plug out slightly before pushing it back in a few times and rub my other hand up his back. “Tell me if you change your mind or want me to stop, okay?”
“Uh huh,” he grunts, nodding. I slowly pull the toy completely out and watch in awe as his hole clenches. “Fuck, I feel so empty now. Hurry up,” he demands as his hips squirm.
“Bossy bottom,” I tease, wishing I sounded a little more confident with my taunt, but I can’t help how breathless it comes out.
“I’m going to pull you onto this mattress and hold you down while I sit on your cock if you don’t move in the next two seconds,” he promises. My smile grows with every word and as tempting as that sounds, I don’t think it’s actuallywhat he wants. I put the normal sized condom on, quickly add more lube to his hole, then cover my dick in more than I probably need and grip the base, guiding it to his entrance.
“Okay, deep breath in and bear down on the exhale,” I instruct in case he hasn’t done his own research. But with how well he took the plug, and how eager he is for me to fuck him, I’m wondering if he hasn’t been doing some practicing of his own.
I ease in my tip as slowly as possible. As much as I want to give in to how fucking incredible it feels, I can see the muscles in his back tense at the intrusion, and I want this to be great for him. I shift to move my free hand around his waist to stroke his cock and he immediately relaxes. Eventually, I ease the tip in enough for him to start working himself back onto my dick and I try to stay as still as possible so that he can control the movement. His ass is so warm and tight,has sex ever felt this good?His body is gripping my cock like we were made to perfectly fit together in this way, and the plug in my ass feels unbelievable rubbing against my prostate every time I move. I already feel like I could come, but I never want this to end.
When I’m fully inside of him, I grip his hip firmly with my free hand and try to take a moment to appreciate that my dick is inside of my best friend. The thought seems so wild, and yet so normal all at once. Then he picks up the pace, truly fucking himself back onto my cock, sliding his dick through my fist with each motion. Any ability I have to rationally think is lost. I feel wild, an animal only capable of chasing my own release.
I meet his thrusts with my own, unable to worry about being gentle as I completely lose myself to the pleasure. The plug is hitting the perfect spot inside of me as I move, my balls are drawn up, ready to explode, and my muscles are tensing.
“Parker—” I try to warn him as I give in, tipping over the edge into bliss, but as soon as I say his name I feel his cock twitchin my hand, and his ass clenching around my dick, somehow sending me even higher.
I try to keep up my rhythm as we both ride out our orgasms, and eventually collapse next to him on the bed. We’re both covered in sweat, but I’m not complaining with how each contour of his muscular body seems to be highlighted.
“Best. Sex. Ever,” I manage to get out between labored breaths.
“Agreed,” Parker says before we both burst out laughing.
“Give me a minute and I’ll grab some wipes to clean you up,” I say when I calm down.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he says softly and I look over to see his eyes are closed with a completely relaxed expression on his face. He looks so handsome, so happy and my heart stutters in my chest, overwhelmed by how privileged I suddenly feel knowing that I was the one who made him look like that.
I just hope that he keeps letting me.
26
PARKER
November
I’m in no hurry to move.
I’m awake first this morning, spooning Oakley in his bed where we slept last night as I think about how much has changed this year. I’ve taken some time at work while I’m alone in my office, which is pretty much the only time I’m ever not with Oak, to look up a little bit more about the terms and labels Adrian told me about. There’s still a lot for me to learn, and I’m not sure if I’ll everneedto label myself, but since discovering I’m attracted to Oak, I always want him. Even thinking about him turns me on and has me daydreaming about sex.Definitely not something I’d ever done before.
Based on how much sexual attraction I feel for him, and the little I’ve learned of the Ace spectrum so far, I think the demisexual label rather than the gray asexual label is what I’ll try to focus more of my research on. But even knowing the spectrum and the different labels exist has made me feel a sense of belonging I wasn’t expecting.
I don’t think I’d fully accepted just how broken I’d felt when Irealized that I hadn’t been attracted to anyone before turning thirty. Or that I finally did feel attraction and it was to someone who’s always been there. I’ve always been drawn to Oak, wanting to spend all of my time with him, so maybe some part of me has always known he was different. Still, I felt like a complete idiot for not realizing it sooner.
But knowing there are labels for my experiences, and that other people are just like me, has allowed me to snap out of that weird-kid-who-doesn’t-fit-in mindset I sometimes slip back into. My experiences and feelings are valid.I just need to remember that.
Everything with Oakley has been great, we still spend almost all of our time together, just like we did before that kiss all of those months ago. Sex hasn’t changed our friendship dynamic, which is a huge relief.
I can’t imagine not having Oak at my side for everything. Sometimes when we’re alone, our usual competitive teasing and taunting has a more flirty edge which is definitely new, and we almost always end the night exchanging orgasms, but we’re stillus.He’s using bigger plugs now, but I’m in no rush to top him when I’m enjoying him fucking me so much, plus all of the other ways we can use our hands and mouths to enjoy being together. And if he’s working off some sort of “first times” list, then I’m fine to keep delaying so that we can still be together.
Today will be a test though. Going to our families’ large Thanksgiving party will be the first time since we’ve started the new arrangement that we’ll be in front of our closest friends and family. Hopefully, no one will realize if we are acting any differently, but I’m hoping the amount of people there will be enough of a distraction that we can carry on with minimal stress and just enjoy the holiday.
