Adding more lube to his hole, I guide the toy to his entrance, slowly pushing it inside of him. His groan is like a hit of a drug.Not that I’ve ever done any,but the high I experiencewith each sound of pleasure coming from Oakley is what I’d imagine a drug would feel like, and I’m completely addicted. I try to focus on taking deep breaths, ignoring my own desperation to focus on him. “Fuck, baby. You’re so beautiful right now,” I praise as I fuck the plug into him slowly. “You’re taking this so well for me.”
“I bet I’d look even better if it was actually your cock inside of me.”
I smack him again. “Every time you taunt me, I’m going to wait even longer to actually fuck you,” I promise.
He moans and shifts back into the toy more forcefully. “That sounds like a punishment for you too.”
“True.”
“Seriously, babe. I’m ready.” His voice still has the high-pitched tone of a whine, and knowing I’m the one driving him to this point of desperation fulfills some part of me I never knew existed. I feel important, special, powerful. This is Oakley Caldwell, he could have anything or anyone that he wants, and he’s beggingme.“Please. I don’t think I’ll last much longer if you don’t fuck me and I really want you inside of me when I come.”
That is an excellent argument, so I finally give in to his request, slowly removing the plug. He’s deliciously stretched out for me now, and his hole attempts to clench around nothing as I lube up my cock. I’m harder than I’ve ever been, but I still hesitate.
“Flip over onto your back,” I command, grabbing a pillow to prop his hips on as he reluctantly follows my direction.
“Baaaabe, stop stalling. Please just fuck me already.”
I laugh as I get him positioned how I need him. He’s on his back now, and I help support his legs as he holds them up to expose his hole to me once again as I kneel between his legs. This isn’t a hookup. I don’t want to be staring at the back of his head as I enter him.This is Oakley,my best friend, the love of my life. Ineed to face him; I need to be able to kiss him as I finally slide my cock inside of his tight hole.
I’m not a virgin, but there have been women in the past who didn’t want to attempt penetrative sex because of my size. It never bothered me before, since I wasn’t invested in any of them, but I really want this with Oak and I know he does too, so I hope I don’t hurt him.
I guide my swollen tip to his opening and he takes a deep breath, exhaling slowly as I begin to cautiously push inside of him. The feel of his warm, tight body wrapping around my shaft is so much better than I had even dared to hope it would feel. I have to grip his hips, practically pushing him away to prevent myself from chasing more of this pleasure and slamming into him faster than I want to.
I try to hold as still as I can, allowing him to slowly work himself to take more of me. “Damn, Ranger. I know you’re big, but this stretch is so good. Fuuuck, I’m so full. I don’t know how I could possibly take more,” he says with another moan as he shifts further.
“Just wait until you top me without a condom. This is unbelievable. You feel so fucking amazing.”
“More. Keep going, keep moving, urgh—” he moans, and I do. I work the final inches of my cock in until I bottom out, my hips meeting his ass, and I finally lean in to bring his lips to my own. I try to pour all of my love and appreciation and desperation for him into the movement of our mouths and the dancing of our tongues.
I can’t hold back any longer, grinding my hips to fuck into him, and he meets the motion thrust for thrust. I blindly search for the lube next to us on the bed, refusing to separate from his mouth. When I find it, I’m able to add some to my hand, moving it to work his weeping cock, and another whimper escapeshis throat.
Each movement of our hips is driving me closer and closer to the edge, the pleasure building at the base of my spine so intense, it’s a wonder I didn’t finish the moment I was inside of him.
I move my mouth to trail sloppy kisses along his jaw, shifting down his neck. “Perfect, so good, love you so much, I’m so lucky.” My praise mixes with his cries for “more, harder, yes, right there,” and it’s the dirtiest, most satisfying soundtrack I’ve ever heard.
My muscles are straining, my balls high and tight, ready to burst, but I need Oakley to finish first. “Come for me, Oak. Fuck, I can’t last any longer. I’m going to shoot any second now, going to fill you up.”
He must like the sound of that because he finally shudders in my hold, dick thickening and twitching in my hand before warm, white ropes of cum cover our chests between us. His ass clenches around me as he continues to come, squeezing and forcing my orgasm to crash through me. I struggle to support myself above him as pleasure overwhelms me, spreading throughout my limbs as I continue shooting inside of him, as it seems to go on and on.
When I finally finish, I slowly pull out of him, fascinated as I watch my release leaking out of his used hole. “Fuck, Oak. That’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”
He laughs, “Parker, that was fucking amazing.” He’s got a dazed smile as he stares in my direction, eyes unfocused. “I don’t think I’ll be able to move for a week, but that was so damn good.”
I lean over him to place a softer kiss on his lips before standing from the bed to get some warm washcloths to clean him up and draw a bath. When I return and am satisfied I’ve gotten most of his cum off him, I scoop Oak into my arms and carry him back into the bathroom. After verifying the temperature is okay, I carefully climb into the large bath, positioning Oak so that he’s sitting in between my outstretched legs. He relaxes into me, resting his head back on my shoulder.
“You okay?” I check, running a hand through his hair.
He laughs. “Parker, I’m so fucking great right now.”
“I love you,” I say softly.
“Love you, too. So glad we get to do this forever.”
“Me too.” I place a soft kiss on the top of his head, thinking about that word.Forever.
I can’t believe I almost settled for a future of hiding this, or worse, not having it at all. I know nothing is public yet, but I know we’re both all in. There’s no going back to the way things used to be, and I would never want to. Even if we both have to quit our jobs,and I really hope it doesn’t come to that, but even if we do have to completely start over, we’ll be together, and that’s all that really matters.
Oakley has always been the most important thing in my life, and I’m so fucking grateful that he somehow feels the same way about me.