Damn it, what else can I do?he thought grimly. Alex and Hebe would fret themselves into flinders otherwise, and the Fulgraves had welcomed him into their family. And the thought of the girl with the pain in her hazel eyes tugged at him, awakening echoes of his own hurt.
Chapter Six
On the thirtieth of June, two days after she had made her escape from London, Hebe sat up in bed in the best chamber in the White Hart inn at Stilton and decided that, just possibly, she was not going to die after all.
It had been the meat pie she had so incautiously eaten at Biggleswade that had been her downfall. She had known almost at once that it had been a mistake, but she had been so hungry that when the stage had stopped she had eagerly paid for the pie and a glass of small ale.
Up until then the entire undertaking had seemed miraculously easy. She had packed a carefully selected valise of essentials and put on the most demure walking dress and pelisse in her wardrobe. She arranged her hair severely into a tight knot, removed all her jewellery and her finished appearance, as she had intended, was that of a superior governess. And governesses were invisible, young women who could travel on the public stage without the slightest comment.
Finding the right inn from which to depart had taken a little more initiative, but study of the London map in her father’s study showed her which area the Lincoln stage was likely to leave from, and a shy governess enquiring at six in the morning for the right departure point for Lincoln was apparently an unremarkable event.
In fact she had felt remarkably pleased with herself and her tactics. Giles would have been proud of her, she caught herself thinking before that fancy was ruthlessly suppressed. Her only worry was how to get from Peterborough to Wisbech and Georgy, but that would doubtless become apparent once she had reached Peterborough.
Joanna pressed her arm against her side, feeling thereassuring bulge of the purse tied to her belt under her pelisse. She had only just received her quarter’s allowance, and still had, quite unspent, her birthday present from her generous godmother. Of all her worries, how to pay for her journey was the least of them.
Then she had eaten that wretched pie. Goodness knows what it had been made from, or how long it had been sitting in a warm kitchen before she had eaten it. By St Neots she was feeling queasy, past Eaton Socon she knew that at any moment she was going to be violently sick.
The stage had drawn up at the White Hart and she had staggered off, just finding enough voice to request the coachman to throw down her valise before she dived behind the shelter of a barn and was hideously ill. When she emerged shakily some time later the coach was gone, but thankfully the landlady proved motherly and kind to the white-faced young governess who explained that she was travelling back to her employer in Lincoln and had been taken ill.
‘I am sure it is only something I have eaten,’ Joanna explained weakly, ‘but I cannot travel like this. Fortunately Lady Brown does not expect me for another week so she will not worry. Is there any possibility of a room?’
The landlady had presumably been impressed by the genteel appearance of the young woman before her, and no doubt even more reassured by the sight of her guinea-purse.
‘You come along, my dear,’ she had urged. ‘By good luck the best bedchamber is free and I’ll have the girl see to you.’
The girl in question was kept more than a little busy over the next night and day. Joanna was thoroughly sick and at one point the landlady wondered aloud about sending for the doctor, but by the following morning she was pale but recovering and could manage a little plain bread and a glass of water without it promptly returning.
She sat up and considered her situation. It was a setback, and she felt uneasily that until she turned off for Wisbech she was in danger of detection, but otherwise her plan was still holding together. But the delay had made Joanna think, and for some reason a particularly dry and academic book on strategy she had once tried to read came to her mind. She had cast it aside after a few chapters, unable to read further even to impress Giles. What had struck her as so idiotic about it was that the author propounded all manner of cunning manoeuvres without once considering that the enemy would be doing whatevertheydecided was best, thus overthrowing all the plans of their opponents.
It was just what she had been doing: planning her life with Giles without thinking for a moment that he might be doing something entirely otherwise. All at once it dawned on her that she hadn’t been thinking about the real man at all, only the object of her dreams, her innocent, ignorant fantasy. Did the man she loved really exist at all?
Giles was finding a perverse pleasure in the hunt. He had never been an intelligence officer, unlike his friend Alex, but no army officer could rise through the ranks without knowing how to hunt down and track the enemy through hostile or strange county.
And this was a foreign country to him he realised, shouldering his way into the bustling inn yards of London. To a man used to command, and used to the least of his commands receiving instant obedience, the experience of being out of uniform and on the receiving end of the London working-man’s tongue was instructive.
‘Move yer arse!’ he was abruptly ordered when he stood too far into the yard of the Moor’s Head as the stage swung in through the low arch then, as he sidestepped out of the way, hewas buffeted by a swaggering postilion with his iron-shod boot and aggressive whip, ‘Shift yourself, bloody swell cove!’
He swung round to meet the man eye to eye and the postilion backed off, hands raised defensively, muttering, ‘Sorry, guv’nor, no offence meant.’
Giles looked him up and down without speaking until the man was reduced to stuttering silence then said, with a hint of steel in his voice, ‘You will oblige me by telling me the inn for the Lincoln coaches.’
‘This one, guv’nor. Let me show you the office.’
Giles allowed himself to be shown the way. He was taking a gamble, but close questioning of a tearful Mrs Fulgrave by her niece and both men had elicited the fact that her sister Grace was the most likely refuge for Joanna. ‘Then she has a school friend, Lady Brandon, in Wisbech,’ her mother had said. ‘And of course…’ She had broken off, looking guilty.
‘Who, Aunt?’ Hebe had probed. ‘We have to think of anyone she could have gone to.’
‘Oh dear. You must not tell your uncle I mentioned this.’ Mrs Fulgrave took a deep breath. ‘My sister-in-law Caroline near Norwich.’
‘I have never heard of her, Aunt Emily.’
‘I know, dear.’ Emily had looked round imploringly at her audience. ‘You will promise not to tell Mr Fulgrave that I told you? His youngest sister Caroline…’ she blushed and went on bravely, ‘… she lived with a married man as his wife. They fell in love, and then it transpired that he had a wife living who had run off with another man. So Caroline and Mr Faversham could never marry. It was impossible of course, but she went and moved in with him. The family cut her off, even after his wife died, ten years later and he married Caroline, only to die himself within six months.’
‘Oh, poor lady,’ Hebe cried. ‘How very sad.’
‘I thought so,’ Emily said stoutly. ‘And so I told Mr Fulgrave. I have written to her every year, but he would never relent because he says it near killed his poor father. But it is foolish of me even to consider Caro. Joanna could not know of her.’
‘Are you sure?’ Giles pressed. ‘Where do you keep her address?’