Page 2 of The Model Debutante
Tallie had disrobed in a room on the floor below, having learned from experience what effect the dusty attic had on her small wardrobe, and her only covering was the length of linen. She cast round, her heart thudding. The attics, although essentially one large open space, rambled around corners made by the construction of racks of canvases and piles of dusty props and in one corner, shielded by the largest rack, there was a large cupboard with a door to it.
‘I will hide in the closet,’ she said urgently to the artist who was exclaiming in irritation at the interruption. ‘Whatever you do, Mr Harland, do not let them know I am here or I will be quite ruined.’
He nodded distractedly. ‘Yes, yes, into the closet with you. I wonder if any of the gentlemen would care to buy an historical canvas?’
Tallie did not stop to argue but ran on bare feet across the splintery boards. She whisked round the corner of the racking asthe voices outside neared the attic and jerked open the cupboard door. The key which had been on the outside clattered to the floor.
Tallie scrabbled for it but it was nowhere to be seen. With a sob of frustration she abandoned the search and pulled the door closed behind her. The closet was lit by a tiny window, begrimed with dirt and cobwebs but sufficient for her to see that the space contained nothing in which she might cover herself and nothing to wedge the door with. Not, she realised despairingly, that wedging it would have done any good because it opened outwards.
The men had reached the attic now. Through the warped boards which framed the closet she could hear at least four voices. The arrogant man and the sardonic man she recognised from their voices far below; their companions had equally well-bred tones and in them she could recognise a kind of febrile excitement at the thought of what they were going to find in the studio.
Tallie scrabbled to pull her linen draperies around herself in some gesture towards a decent covering. Her fingers closed on air and chilled skin. The length of fabric had gone. Wildly she cast around the little closet as though three yards of white cloth could be hiding in an empty space, then she recalled the slight tug at her shoulder as she had hurried around the racking.
Harland’s voice was clearly audible as she stood there shivering with cold and fear, her ear pressed against the door panels. He sounded flustered. ‘Gentlemen, as you can see, I am alone, but really not in a fit state to receive. However, now you are here, what can I do for you, Mr Lynley? Something about a portrait of your aunt I believe?’
‘Alone?’ The owner of the arrogant voice – Mr Lynley, she deduced – appeared to take no notice of the artist’s question. ‘Your man said you had a model up here.’
‘He is mistaken. I was working from the nude earlier, but–’
‘Nude, I’ll say. See here you fellows.’ This voice was younger, excited.
‘Take care, my lord. That platform is not at all stable.’ So, one of them had climbed up to the canvas.
‘Bloody hell.’ It was Lynley, his voice strangely flat with what even Tallie in her innocence could recognise as lust. Then the excitement came back to his tone. ‘I’ll bet she’s still here, Harland, you dog. Come on, men, yoicks and tally ho!’
‘For heaven’s sake, Lynley.’ The sardonic man sounded utterly bored ‘How much longer do you intend hanging around in this squalid attic? Oh, very well, if nothing will satisfy you but to search, let us search. I will look over here, you and the others take the rest. Doubtless we will discover some large spiders, a dead starling or two and any number of mice.’
The voice was getting closer as he spoke. Tallie thought wildly of seizing the door handle and holding on if he tried to open it, but the possibility of being dragged out into the open in such an undignified way only added to the horror. The approaching footsteps halted. From the far side of the attic there was the sound of boisterous searching, excited cries and the occasional ‘Do be careful of those canvasses, gentlemen!’ from the agitated artist.
The footsteps resumed, rounded the corner of the racking if her straining ears were correct, and stopped outside the closet. Tallie turned her back on the door, moved as far away from it as she could and, wrapping her arms around her shrinking body, awaited the worst.
Her hair fell on either side of her bowed head giving her the fragile illusion of shelter and anonymity. But even that vanished as the door creaked open sending light from the studio flooding into the small space. It defeated the glimmer from the closet window and spilt the shadow of a man across the floor besideTallie’s feet.
He did not move. Tallie could hear his breathing, steady and even, but she had also heard the sudden catch in it when he had first seen her. He was under control again now, standing there silently watching her. She could not drag her eyes away from the long shadow.
The unseen regard felt as though it was burning into her back. Tallie was well aware of just what he was seeing and a wave of scalding humiliation washed up her body. She was going to be sick, she knew it.
Oh get it over with,she screamed silently.How can you torture me like this?At any moment he was going to call out and the whole pack of them would be there, leering, touching, jeering. Like an animal at bay she turned in upon herself, her mind too frozen with terror and shame to allow coherent thought.
The shadow at her feet shifted. The man moved and something touched her shoulders lightly. It was a hand, resting warm on the shrinking skin. The soft whisper of cloth brushed down her back and over her buttocks. Tallie choked on a scream and his voice, very soft, quite dispassionate, said, ‘Here, your wrap was caught on a nail. Be very quiet and everything will be all right, I promise you.’
I promise you.She believed him. The hand was lifted but she realised he was standing very close just behind her, close enough to whisper in her ear without the sound penetrating outside, close enough for her to feel the warmth of his body. There was the sound of a long indrawn breath and Tallie had the strange sense that he was inhaling the scent of her. When he spoke again there was an edge to the controlled voice, the merest hint that he was finding her proximity unsettling.
‘I am putting the key in the lock on the inside, as soon as I am gone, turn it.’ No, she was imagining it, he sounded practical,aloof, unaffected by the sight of the naked girl shivering before him at his mercy.
The door shut, cutting off the bright light. He had gone, leaving the tiny space feeling vast and empty. Over the sound of her own pounding heart she had not heard him move. The voices of the other hunters sounded suddenly loud outside. ‘What are you about, Nick? Run her to earth have you?’
‘That closet is locked.’ He seemed to be speaking rather louder than necessary and Tallie, wrenching herself out of her frozen state with an effort, twisted the key in the lock, the sharp click masked by the noise outside. ‘The key was outside,’ the man Nick said.
Oh clever,Tallie thought as her legs gave way under her and she sank slowly down the wall until she huddled on the floor.The closet is locked and the keywasoutside, so it couldn’t have been locked from the inside. All perfectly truthful and all perfectly deceiving.
‘Gentlemen, gentlemen, will you not come down to the first floor where you will be more comfortable and we can discuss the question of Lady Agatha’s portrait, Mr Lynley.’ The voices, the excitement dying out of them now their hunt had ended in disappointment, receded down the stairs as the men followed Mr Harland.
Tallie stayed on the floor until her breathing settled a little and the wave of nausea subsided. Then she realised that she was so cold that she could hardly move. Like an old woman recovering from a fall, she clawed her way up the wall until she was on her feet again. The sharp noise of the key in the lock as she turned it made her jump but, with ears straining, she pushed the door open and tiptoed out into the cold attic. Far below she could just make out voices. Mr Harland had them all safely in his first floor studio, thank goodness, probably offering them the good Madeira he kept for clients.
Tallie crept down the stairs to the next landing and into the bedchamber that she used to change in. The water in the basin on the washstand was icy as she rinsed her dusty fingers but the blessed security of her clothing as she pulled it on warmed her from the inside, even though the old wool dress was chill from the room. The scent of the jasmine water she habitually wore touched her nostrils. In the absence of her body heat it was a faint ghost of an aroma.
Her hair snagged and tugged as she pulled the comb through it, but she had to braid it tightly and pin it up so that her hat covered the pale blonde shimmer of it modestly. She touched her hat with a glimmer of a smile, knowing that to an onlooker familiar with the detail of ladies’ fashions it would seem surprisingly elegant in contrast to the shabby gown and pelisse. The straw was the finest pale Luton plait and the trimming, although modest enough, was of elegantly-pleated grosgrain ribbon.
